{Makayla POV}
(A/n:resuming last chapter)
(Play song)
"Play the beat"Gus said and ayleks did as told
"I know I fucked up,I'm just a loser,shouldn't be with ya,guess I'm a quitter,While your out there drinking Im just been thinking bout were we should have been,ive been lonely mmm.ah.yeah
Water pouring down from the ceiling I knew this would happen,still hard to believe it,maybe I'm dramatic,I don't wanna seem it,I don't wanna panic (ohh,ohh,ohh)
I'm a sad girl,in these big world,it's a mad world, (ohh,ohh,ohh) all of my friends know what happened Your a bad thing (ah!)
I know I fucked up,im just a loser,shouldn't be with ya,guess I'm a quitter,while your out there drinking I just been thinking bout where we should've been I've been lonely mmm,ah,yeah
La-la-la-la la-la-la-la lonely
(I'm a lonely bitch)
La-la-la-la la-la-la-la lonely
(Super lonely)
Now I'm in the bathtub cryin,think I'm slowing sinking,bubbles in my eyes,now maybe I'm just dreaming,now I'm in this sad club tryna get a back rub (lonely)
I'm a sad girl,in this big world,it's a mad world (ohh,ohh,ohh)
All of my friends, know what happened,Your a bad thing (ah!)
I know I fucked up,I'm just a loser (loser)
Should be with ya,guess I'm a quitter (quitter)
While your out there drinking,I just here thinking bout where i should've been (where I should've been) I've been lonely mmm.ah.yea
La-la-la-la la-la-la-la (woo!)
Lonely (I'm a lonely bitch)
La-la-la-la la-la-la-la
Lonely (super lonely)
(Gus part)
I'm loathe romancing in it self,I'll be damned to try, I'm only dancing by myself so I don't slam my Irish buck
Compostable cups,b-b-Benee,I can't stress this enough,I would hate to mess things up,but my boogie still stays restless as fuck,yeah
(Makayla part)
I know I fucked up,I'm just a loser
Shouldn't be with ya,guess I'm a quitter while your out there drinking,Im just been thinking bout where I should have been,
I been lonely mmm.ah.yeah
La-la-la-la la-la-la (la,la-la-la la-la-la,la-la)lonely (I'm a lonely bitch) (la,la-la-la,la-la-la,la-la)
La-la-la-la la-la-la-la (la,la-la-la,la-la-la,la-la)lonely (super lonely) (lonely)
La-la-la-la la-la-la-la (I've been lonely,I've been lonely) (I've been lonely by the way)
La-la-la-la la-la-la-la (la,la-la-la,la-la-la,la-la) (ive been lonely)
(End of song)
Damn that felt good,just to get it all out
"YAS BITCH PERIODT JUST WAIT TILL HE HEARS IT"ayleks said hugging me I laughed
"You have the best voice"Gus said I laughed
"Thank you"I said and he started typing shit in the computer
"Ready to be on the radio?"Gus asked me I looked at ayleks and she nodded
"Yea,"I said and he uploaded it and now we just chilled but all I could think about was x why would he lead me on if he didn't want me was it just for the sex?was I an easy target?
{jahseh POV}
"Geneva no,not again,not ever,we done....forever"I told Geneva walking toward the door she grabbed my arm
"Please don't,don't leave me jahseh I love you"she said the words that made me fall for her last time but not this time I fucked up I should have never gotten drunk and answered her number that day
I shouldn't have left makayla🥀
"No you don't,you only tell me that so I can stay,but this time I'm gone so delete my number and everything else of mines you have"I told her unlocking the door
"What's so good about her?"she asked I knew who she was talking about
"I DONT know"I said and walked out and got in my car and started driving
I turned on my radio,need to hear some music or something it's to quite
"Oh wait we have a new song that was just posted an hour ago by Makayla and Gus called super lonely"the radio said catching me off guard as I pulled in my drive way I stayed in the car and turned up the radio
"Now I'm in the bathtub cryin,think I'm slowing sinking,bubbles in my eyes,now maybe I'm just dreaming,now I'm in this sad club tryna get a back rub (lonely)
I'm a sad girl,in this big world,it's a mad world (ohh,ohh,ohh)
All of my friends, know what happened,Your a bad thing (ah!)
I know I fucked up,I'm just a loser (loser)
Should be with ya,guess I'm a quitter (quitter)
While your out there drinking,I just here thinking bout where i should've been (where I should've been) I've been lonely mmm.ah.yea
La-la-la-la la-la-la-la (woo!)
Lonely (I'm a lonely bitch)
La-la-la-la la-la-la-la
Lonely (super lonely)"
Guilt written all over my face but who could have told her.....ayleks damn it I can't get made tho she told her something I couldn't have told her
Every time I get something nice I fuck it up,I'm the problem she deserves better,i need to stop drinking before I get addicted...I'm
A fuck up
I got out the car and walked in my house and went in my room and laid on the bed why was I like this,she hates me,I'm a fuck up,she'll never trust me again
I should end it all,nobody wants me here
"YO YOU HEARD MAKAYLA SONG"ski burst threw my door yelling making me jump I was scared asf
"Vro how you get in my house"I asked him he really just scared the shit out of me
"Spare key,but did you hear it...it's about you"he told me sitting in my gaming chair
"Yea half of it I didn't wanna hear the rest,I feel her pain I left her here all alone when she needed me by her side."I said feeling more guilty
"U fucked up bad vro,fucking Geneva,AGAIN,I hope this was your last time cause you can't keep doing that to yourself jah"ski told me being serious I put my face in my hands
"I know,I gotta talk to her about it,maybe when she comes back"I said honestly I'm done with Geneva,for good this time
"Yea when she gets back,but give her some time though maybe a hour or so just to calm down when she gets in"he said i nodded
"She a blunt person,jah you got a good one I'll hate for you to lose her,over Geneva"ski said
"You right,I gotta get my shit together,and I gotta stop drinking too"I told ski he nodded
"Good that's a start"he said we laughed
TBC
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wing ridden angel
Random" Makayla how are you feeling it's been a while since we've talked " "empty and lost" "why do you feel that way" "Because of you bitch" read the book to find out more
