Overdose {Mystic Messenger x Reader}

Wtf

Today might be the day I die. Why, you ask? Because of this game called Mystic Messenger. I watched my tears fall the screen as I pressed the uninstall button. This game had ruined me. My sleep schedule, my emotions, it ruined me so much that the doctors had to give me stronger antidepressants. You might be wondering how a game could do this, right? Well, it's actually incredibly simple.
You give one character all of your love and affection, enough that when you see the fictional boy or girl go through so much you just want to go through the screen and hug them. Then, once you get the good ending, the game restarts. You have to make another one fall for you and watch the other one suffer from their past. I had finished the entire game, taking more pills then needed today. I felt drowsy as I read what the game said

Y̵o̷u̸ ̴c̶a̸n̸'̸t̸ ̸u̷n̶i̴n̶s̶t̸a̵l̶l̵ ̷t̶h̷e̶ ̷g̶a̵m̴e̸

Ỷ̵̡̳̱͎̮͓̱̫̃́ou c̵̠͙̪̙̱̲͔̓̆ͅȧ̵̢͖̲͒n̷͇̟͈̯̞̱͐̚'̴̦̼̼̳̪͚͋͋ţ̸̛̗̻̹̭̼̄̌̾͒̀ ̷͔́͒̇͒͆͘ṵ̵̫͔͈̤̫͋̑̋̈̍̀͘͜ņ̸̡͍͑ì̵̡̢̾͒͗n̵̤͈̟̥̂͑s̸̢͙̗͚͚͉͍̉̽͋̋͛ẗ̵̜͕̝̪̹̪̱̀ā̷͈̞̤̃̅̉̈́̌ĺ̷̫͍̿̔̕͝͝l̵̨̪̮͎̀͌͛̔̄͠͝ ̷̨͔̠̯̝̬̼̜̔̾t̴̪̉h̸͖̘͍̲͈̟̜̃̑́͜͝e̶̛̗̗̪̫͈͌͛̅͗̍͠ ̷̦̈́̄̅g̵̮̮̘̦̤̳̀̆̐̾̾̋̽͝a̴̧͕̥̩̝̗͗m̴̧͍̯͐̏̈̓̓̀͐͝e̴͍͚̫͕̪̗̦̓̂̋͠ͅ

Y̸̼̼͚̙͓̹̲̝͕͓̦̭̞̦̥̤̰̗͚͇̤̼̗̣̞̦͖̰̟̰͂̋̊̉͒̎̌̐͒͊́̎͐̈̅̔́͛͊̈́̽̕̕ǒ̸̡̨̧̳̪͈̺̠͎̦̯̯̩͙̞̗̫̝͇͕̝̭̝̭̗̲̪̲̞̃̀̇̋ų̷̡̞̞̖̱̻̞̱͎̬̖̯̱̯̯̘̞̘̘̱̞͕̻̠͔͓̫̮̈̉̒̈́́̐̋̇̈́͊͛̈́̇̈͒̂̊̅̈̋͒͌̉͘̚͝͝͝ ̸̨̢̤̗͍̤̯͎̦̥̠̩̲͍͓̣̥̑̂c̵̦̬̦̯̝̮̼̥̳̠̝̰̗̰͖͕̊͋́ą̴̧̧̛͔͉͓̦̪͗̌́̏̋̈͛̒́̾̍̈́̕̚͝n̷̢͕̭̘͎͈͉̱͎̜͆͆̐͛́̍̔̂̔͑̾̏̄̒̄̆̄̆͊̄̊͛̚͜͠͠͠͝'̴̧̯̯̪̺̇̅͌̏̏̆̎̓̓̆͂́̈̎̈͒͑͒̕̚͘͜ͅt̸̢͈̯͚̤̳̲͚͗̄̾͒̆̀̌ ̶̢̨͍̯̻̮͕͔̘̥̱̗̞͕̯͓̗͙̰͓̺̦̦̲̼͎͙̘̺̆̌̈́͝ͅū̴̢̨̢͎̭̮̱̙̲̳̟̩͎͌̎̈́ͅņ̶̙̞̼͖̬̹̲̞̪͖̈́͒̔̾̋̋̽͐͛ͅį̸̛̟͈̲̘͉͒̾̋͒͂́̇̑̈́́̋̈́̂̇̍̏͋̔͌̈̔͑͘͝͠͠ņ̴̧̳̳̮̘̦͔͔͆̇̔ş̵̨̧̹̫͎̟̪̼̠̦̳͎͖͚̖̼̬͇̳̜̪̩͓̺̫͆͑̽̿̔̓̈́̇̔͋͌̆̅͋͛̅͘͜͝͝͝t̴̠͕̟̼̺̥̯̥̗̹̞̲̮̼̝̣͍͈̝̦͈͈̠̻͕̟̱̝̹̻͂́̐̆̽̊̿͜͝͠à̸̡̡̢͕̳͔̗̹̜̘̭̝̜͙̮̖̌̍͑̓͌͑̚ͅĺ̴̼͔̪̹̰͇͎̗͕̼̭̩̦̙͓̜̞̗̤͚̰̈̂̅̌̈͌̈́̓͂͑̊̌͋̒̑́͐́͆͒̅̃̚͝͠͠͝͝l̴͎̖̮̽́̓̐̌̍̅̒̀̄̂͑̑̚͝͝ ̶̧̧̨̹̘̠̝̙̞̞̖͚͓̬̙̞̬̲̱̠̗̗̣͓̗̙̌̋̀̋͜ţ̸̛̰͙̟̺̥̟͈̊̾̓̑͜ͅh̷̛̛̛͓̙̪̲̱̹̖̝̦̰̖̗̠̏̆̎̉̇̌́̆̌̋͑͋͆̈́͊̓̈́͛́̊́̏͌e̸̗͈̫̱̙̣̺͇̗̦̥̹̥͎̬͍͙̟̯̖̥͎̗͋̎̈̏͐̇͌̓̂̉̉̂̑̔̈̆̈́̿͑̕̚̕͝͝ͅͅͅͅ ̸̨̪͉̙̝̗̤͕̬̮̪̼͇̠͓̺͕͍͎̠̮͍́͋̀̇̆̃̎̊͛̂͗̐̈́͋́̄̈́̑̈́͛͗̇́͑̕͜͝ͅg̷̛̛̘̘̳̗̟͖̪͔̋͌͛̄͑͂̈́̌͒̃̽̆̄́͑̈́̀͊̆́̆̏͑̍͘̚͜͝ä̶̮̲̃͐̃͛͗͐̐̈́̂̈̃̌͐̓͘m̴̧̜͇͈̺̐͗͗͌͗̐̄̈́͑̾̂̿̏̓̄̑̇͌̓̅̉̒͊͘͝͠͠͝è̴͈̲̺̠͔͖̪̩͍͙̼͔̍̑̐́̒̋͆̍͑͆̾

Y̷͕͓̘͕͍̻̟̺̗̮͉̭̗̒̋̅̊̄͒͗͑̆̍̓͋̊̋̕̚͝ͅͅớ̶̧̧̛̯̞̹̺̘͉̮̗͎͎̯͚̩͙̦̥͔̗̥̫̣̟̫͙̦͖͚̘̠͓̩͓͈̻̞̩͕̬̩͎̫̏̽̔̈̏͗̓́̈́̀̿͐́͊́̔͂͒͛͒͆͋̃́̇̂̀͂͊͘͘͠͝͠u̴̢̧̨̧͙̪̗͎͚̮̰̳̻͇̞̥͉̠̻̣̯̯̙̞̰̥̯̝̦̞͔̼̙̠͖̬̘̪̣̠̖̓̌̓͂̈́̽̋͋͌͂̍̋̋̆̀̽̕͜͜ ̸̢͙͔̪̱̗̘̣̗̗̻̣̯̣͇͚͚͈̫̝̤͎̼̗̞̼͔̞̰̼͕͔͓̼̻̭̲̻̪̤̳̩̝͈͉̓̄̄̈̃͑͊̈͗̿̕͘͜͜͝ͅc̶̢̢̛̭̝͚̭̹̙̖̬̹̜̱̳͍̼̪͎̦̘̠̖͚͍̺̱̳̣̬̭͕̯̬̰͓͆̌́͌̒̊͌̀̾̀̆̑͗̓̇̄̒̆͌͗̂̎̅͐͋̆̐͋̒̉̆̈́͗̅͑̀̾̎̓́͘͘̕͜͠͝͠͠͝ͅa̸͇̣͉̋̏̈́̾̾͊̓̔̉̌́͋͌̅̇̈́̓̎̃̇̉̈́͋͘̚͠͠ͅṉ̸̨̧̡̡̰͚͙̬̲̬̘̝̻̮̤͇̱̤͓̖̭͓̞̜̘̻̫̖͉̩̟͇͍̫͔̝͈̤̗̒̄̑̂̈̋̅̾͘͜͝͝͝ͅ'̴̢̛̛̥̯̗͌̈́͆͌͑̋̇͐̑͐̑̎̇̓̽̃̆̌̉̌̄̊͒̌̍͆̓̎̈́̔͑͑̀̑͑̎̄́͂̔͆̍́̾̈́̇̕̚͠͝͝͠͠ͅt̴̨̧̧̢̳̙͓͈͙̳̤̫̬̭͈̪͕͉̯͎͖̳̞͕͖̳̟̹̹̗̱̘̦̣̖͎͔̠̭̹̩͈̦͚̭͖͕̳̼͎̭̼̯̤͋̑ͅͅ ̶̡̧̡̨̨͖̯̣̣̯̙̮̩̖̰͕̻͎͓̥͕̠̗̹̬̠͕̖̣̜͕̠͇̲̥̯̱̻̤͛͆̃͋́̄͂̊̑͆̎͌̊̋͋̑̂̍̈́̔͆͂̐́̉͒͛̒̽̊̌̇̾̆̈̿̑͐̕͜͝͠͠͠͠͠ͅͅu̸̧̧̢̡̢̧̧̡̨̦͉̯̹͈͔̱̮͕̻̳͇̳͇̣̖͕͉̼̩̞̰̟̱̰͍̺̳͈̭̟͈̝̦̘̭͍̫̿̒̃̎̎̏̈́̆͌̓̀͌̆̔̆̅̑̋̽̋͑͊͐̈́͐̆̾͐̌͆̇̇̌͆̃͛̀̇͒̆̆̐̐́̀̃̽́̚͘͝ͅň̷̢̛͖̼͎̦͚̖̐̋̆̋͋͆̂̽̐̊̈̅̈́̒̄̎̾̊̂͊̂͂̊̾̀̈́͘͝͠i̵̢̱͚̪͔̭͚͒̄͋̃̓̍̿͝n̶̢̧̮̭͇͖͉̮̭͍͎͇̯̤̫͙̼̳̯̰̠̽̓́̀̈́̎͋̎̓̒̿̈̆̾͐͗̿͗̓͊̔̆̈́͑͋̎̀̒̓̎̍͊̕̕͘͘͘͝͝͠ͅͅṡ̶̡̧̧̢̧̩̠̯͔̭͚͕̪̪̜̞͕̱̬̤͙̣̥̳̱̟͖̙͍̘̖͚̮̫̭͚̙̺̓͐̃̈́̈́̆͗̏͘͝ṭ̵͍̭̲̦͕̠̙̝͆̐̀̉͂͒̾̌̑͊͋͛̏̇̍̅̌͆̾͐̄͊̈̅̓̃̀̓̾̅̈͌̉̋̂̊͋̽̇͊̔̉͐̏̾͆̔͐́͘̚͝ȁ̵̢̨̨̧̬͇͉̘̻̻͇̠̹̣̖̱̙̦̳̔̾͛̏̈̍̀́̄̈́͆̆͊͌̕͝ͅļ̷̧̛̛̛͇̤̗͎̯̹̟̳̭̰͆̈́̿̌̓́͐̄͗̑̇̊͛̾͛͒͒͆̾́̌̊̏͊̃̽̀̌̍̌̎̇̅̓̚̚͝͝͝͝͠͝͠͠͠l̴̺̰͓̀̀͂̈́̀͐͛̓͑̅̿͊͋͑̀̋́̋͆̍̉̓̈̈̐̚̕͝͠͝ ̷̨̡̢̛̲̰̺̣̙͔͎̼̜̠̖͇̖͈͚͙̘͍͔͖̙͓͈̦̰̜̗͔̩̰̲̦̤̣̤̘̌͌̐̎͊̈́̿͊͌̀́̀͠t̴̳̹͕̻͂h̶̡̡̨̨̛͇͓͕̞̯͖̺̜̦͚̱̠̦͕̭͔̪͈̙̬̯͕̣͈̦̭̞̙̙̭̟͎͚̩̳̮̮͉̩͍̪̥͇̫͉͆́̈̇̆̾̇͗̀̆̃̌̑́͗͛̀̐͗̾̇͌̈́̊̎͐́̐̾͐̈̄̈́̂͌̄̽̿̉̓̒͌̆̽̅̈́̾͛̂̋͘̕͝͝ͅͅḛ̶̡̥̳̭̘̬̥̬͍͉̟͖͎̘͛̐̈́̿̂̊̽͛̇̂̍̀͌́̀̔̓̄̀̈́̈́̓͐̀̅̈́̈́̅̈́͛́̓̓͋͐́̂͛̇͘̚̕̚̚̕͜͠͝ ̶̧̥͈̹̞͉̳̼͚̦͙͕͙̩͈͈̭̀̀͌̃́̂͌͛́̅͋̀̅̒̾̽̇́́̉̚͘̚͝g̵̨̛͖̖͉̰̒̔̽̋͋͌̐͘ā̶̧̧̨̧̧̡͈̞͍̱͓͙̞͍̺̙̻̹̹͖̙͓̗̔̄̎̈́̕͘͜͜m̶̢̢̢̨̢̢̧̛͔̝̝̪̖͚͔͍̳̱̲̼͎̤̰̤̤͉̞͔̺͍̻̠̖̠̪̬̰̮͎͓̄̀̓̎̒̉͋̓͑̓̇̄̊͐̽̽̾̃̈́́̃͋̋̈̐͛̈́́̓͋̉͐̃̂̓̀̾̕͝͝͝͝e̵̛̛̹̰͇̠̘̣̱͑͆̄̊̍̈̑̌̒̂̇̓̾̄͗͊̄̅̀̿̊͐̈́̏̿͒̅̀̓͐̚͘̚͘͝͠͝ͅ