Coward Love

chapter 49

At midnight Jennie woke up because Mingus cried so loud, she jolted out from her bed and cradle him from his crib while swaying her body to soothe her baby, she check the time on the Wall Clock it says 1:49 am

"Aww! baby, please stop crying" Jennie mumbles while taping her hand on Mingus butt and give his pacifier, moments later he stop crying so Jennie put him down slowly on his crib and walk out from her room to check on lisa

Jennie was pissed at lisa but she can't stay mad at her for long she love lisa to the point she can do anything for her. Jennie headed towards the living room where lisa is snoring obnoxiously loud, and were in deep slumber, she smiles and sat down in front of lisa to caresses lisa cheek and kiss softly

                  (Jennie p.o.v)

I'm contented with what I have my baby and lisa is my priority, i almost lost lisa and thought i couldn't be with her in this lifetime, i was so devastated and depressed when she got married and leaving me without a proper closer

As i look at her face i remember the day where we regretted for all our misunderstandings and the day that change our whole existence

                    (Flashback)

"I'm sorry Jennie" Lisa apologize for her behavior towards me, we're already falling apart like a broken stone that cannot be mended, I'm so broken inside and want lisa to hold me and tell me that everything was just a pranked but it's not gonna happen

I was too desperate to see her and talk to her, lisa become my obsession but i can't change a thing

We came out of the restaurant with swelling eyes and red nose lisa was about to walk away but i grip on her shirt sleeve, she didn't turn her face so i timidly walk in front of her and saw her with tears, she was crying inaudibly

"C_can  i... Get one last good__ goodbye hug jagiya" I was stuttering and sniffing, within a second lisa instantly embrace me so tight as if she didn't wanted to let me go i was engulfed by her warmth and secure arms, i feel like home but she's already someone's home i hugged her as if my life depends on it

Maybe this is the last time i could ever hug her she already had a family and even told me that she can't betray her wife and the infant

"Hun" I heard lisa mumbles and push me a slightly

"So you're cheating on my back i want a divorce" i heard a furious voice from behind, i turn to face her and it was Lisa's wife, i got stupefied and gasped when she yell so loud while tossing lots of pictures at us, it was me and lisa at the hospital, lisa run toward her trying to calm her

"I was just silent because i want to see it with my own eyes now that i saw it, i want to divorce hun, and be with her, the love of your life right?" IU smirked as her tear was tumbling down her cheek,

But i can see that she was lying to herself she knows that lisa was with me she knows that i asked lisa for closer than why is she make a scene out of nothing?

"Hey! Hey! Hun its not like what you think it's just a goodbye hug yo-" Lisa was cut off by IU

"Enough" She raised her hand to shut lisa

"I'll send you a divorce letter tomorrow" She glance at me and grin, i felt that the smile was genuine " Be happy with her" She was about to go but i stop her

"IU she's yours I was just clearing the misunderstanding so that we won't hold grudge on each other please don't do this" I almost pleaded, i somehow feel that I was to be blamed, that I'm a homewrecker

She shook her head and turn to face me people are already shooting me with disgusting stares and murmuring to one another some are event recording the scene on their phone but for now I'm not gonna stress on it