Coward Love

chapter 11

Its was the last day of exam Lisa never grow a ball to approach Jennie, while seulgi didn't encourage her either she let Lisa do it by herself

Lisa and seulgi wish irene and headed towards their way, on the other side Jennie was so ashamed to approach Lisa she thought of all the negative scenario

"Jendukie today is the last day of exam won't you say anything" Jisoo blurted while Jennie shook her head

"I don't know unnie" Jennie answer honestly as she wasn't ready for rejection yet, irene tap on Jennie shoulder as she speak empathetically

"Jen, although I want to help you, you know that seulgi never let me bring up your name I tried but it just won't end well"

Jennie gave irene a knowing smile and nodded her head

"It's okay unnie I deserves it anyway" tears threatened to fall but Jennie halted it, jisoo and irene hug her not knowing what to do to help their little sister

"It's okay! Everything will be okay" Irene console her, after a while Jennie calm herself they wish each other and headed for the exam

      
                 (Lisa p.o.v)

I don't know if I'll ever have a chance to meet her after exam, of course, there'll be graduation day but she'll be with her parents so it's impossible that I could talk to her

Seulgi is not helping me either she told me that I want it so I need to do it by myself aish...! It's so frustrating

All my papers went well, I'm sure the result will come out good if not great, I need to prepare for the MEET in that way, I can get a scholarship to study in Seoul national university of medicine but I need seulgi help for my tuition fee I need to pay for the first-semester course, after that I'll get scholarship for whole academic years

"Let's go! You're spacing out" seulgi snap me out by tapping on my shoulder, I'm spacing out thinking for my future

"Yeah! please drop at my workplace" She nod as we went inside the car and drove off

"So why are you spacing out? what you're thinking?" She asked without spearing a glance at me,

Sigh....!

"Seul I'm worried about my dream, my aim, my goal and my future" She just nod and shrug, I don't know why she's so quiet

"I told you I'll help you don't worry, do your best at MEET exam don't think too much I'm here for you" All her words hit my heart causing me to get emotional, Maybe I've done some good things in my previous life to get a friend like her despite of all the hardships its good to have one real friend like her

"I love you seul" I honestly said and side hug her while I'm already full-blown crying, she just giggles lowly

"Aish! you're so dramatic you know that" She groans and smacked my head

"More than you?" I joke and wipe my tears and we both laugh

                      (Jennie p.o.v)

I don't know if Lisa already gave up on me, my heart skip a beat when I saw her walking toward the exam hall, I want to wished her say my sorry or just anything but I just can't seems to muster up to approach her

I did my exam quite well it's over now and mom will be oozing in my ear to go for shopping I need to start some pack up for Australia 

Whenever I thought of going to Australia my heart clenched painfully, Lisa innocent face appear in front of me, I don't want to leave without telling her how sorry I felt for not noticing her love any sooner, but all I do is regretting, and crying over and over again