Coward Love

chapter 17

               (FEW YEARS LATER)

Lisa is now a well-known surgeon in Seoul, after 3 years of residency, she pass KMLE and get her medical license, right now she's working with wendy in the same department of son's medical hospital

It was Wendy's father hospital Lisa didn't knew about but wendy told her as they become great friend and wanted to be honest with Lisa, their great friendship include seulgi of course, although irene and wendy they avoid each other as much as they can they haven't told seulgi about their past, while Wendy was trying to move on for the sake of her friendship with seulgi, she courted a gynecologist from their hospital name yeri

On the other side Lisa mom was bugging Lisa to date someone so she can get married but the latter ignore her mother wishes as always

                    (Lisa p.o.v)

I don't know how to make my mom understand me, she will began to nag whenever she saw my face I wasn't planning on make her upset however I can't date someone either
I'm actually scared to love someone when I'm not still over her

Yes we were not in a relationship earlier however I love her so much that it was hard to for me to even like anyone again

Today I have my night duty and was planning to have lunch with mom as much as I wanted to avoid the most cringe word marriage from my lovely mother I can't just let mom feel that I'm not caring or ignoring her

"So mom what you'd like to have?" I asked her smiling ear to ear but she seems to be pissed off

"(Huffed) I want to eat home-cooked food" mom scowl and crossed her arm defensively, she's acting like a five years old, I rubbed my face and sigh then smile at her

"Mom let's forget it! I'll cook for you okay? And I already advised you to hired a maid but you refused it" I said it to my defense she scrunched her face and scoffed

"Lisa.....! I only have you! How can you do this to me I'm not getting any younger mind it, and you're what? 38?.... I lose my appetite just dropped me home" mom is making  it more and more harder for me as time goes by I don't know what to do anymore however I just can't get married to someone

"Mom...! Jebal... don't do this to me" I was practically begging from the day she Mention about marriage and it hurts me to see her sad, I saw her wiping her tears discreetly as she speaks

"You never listen to me from the beginning You only make your dad happy right? I won't be like this if they don't leave me with you" I was hurt! Hurt will be an understatement right now I wasn't prepared for this, how could mom say that? I love her so much she need to understand me but again I never open up about Jennie perhaps I should talk to her

"Mom let's go somewhere I need to tell you something please" I plead Mom just bob her head and we walked out of the restaurant and drove away, I offer mom to stay with me but she said she's happy to stay at our old home where dad bought for us I wanted to live with mom but the hospital where I was working is roundabout 1 hours ride from home so it's not possible and Seoul traffic congestion is not helping either

After I park my car at the perfect spot, I help mom to got off the car

"Hangang park?"

"Hum! I want to tell you an important past chapter of my life and I hope you can understand me and btw, I'm 28 not 38" I clarify to which mom laugh and I joined her we sat on the ground and I started while holding moms hand for comfort

"So...! Mom, there was a girl named Jennie Kim ..............

                    (Jennie p.o.v)