𝐂𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐇 𝐂𝐔𝐋𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄, shirbert

xvi. blythe's mixtape

[ 016 BLYTHE'S MIXTAPE ]

gilbert's pov

its been months since ive talked to her. 5 months. my birthday is tomorrow and i can't help but feel sad for the occasion. 5 months prior, i had expected to spend it with anne but now she's going out with sebastian.

sebastian. my god, that man makes my blood boil. he's so innocently sweet that it's sickening. he's the prince in anne's story. not me. and i have to say that, that doesn't sit right with me.

i hated how i treated her in the hallway. she looked so broken when i said those cruel things to her. i don't even know where it came from...maybe it's valery's constant bitching about her finally getting to me.

anne is perfect. so so so perfect and i miss her. i miss her so much. i tried to replace her with valery again, but it was no use. valery didn't care for books, nor music, nor photography. the only thing we have in common is film.

her dream to become an actor and mine to be a director but even that's pushing it. she constantly talks. it never stops. im always pretending to listen when she opens her mouth. usually saying some mean shit about anne. she's honestly kind of obsessed with her...