Undercover Bad Girl | SOA

Inside Nikki's Mind

"I don't understand." Im trying to figure out how that man knew me. How did he know my name? Why have I had dreams of him?

"That man almost killed someone." Jared explained. "i could have got him out of his prison sentence, but I didn't. Baby, he is the reason you were in an accident. He didnt know we were together. But i couldn't have let him gotten away with it. Please stay away from him."

I can't believe I can finally put a face to this nightmare I've been living. My kids barely call me mom. Only when Jared gives them the look. I was in a coma for 6 months. They got so use to not having me around. Jared always tries to help me with them, but i feel like they think I abandoned them.
I fell to the floor. Its to the point that I cant stop the tears from falling. And then it all went bad.
BOOM BOOM BOOM
The door is kicked down. A whole biker gang came rushing in. Opi was the first one in the house. Behind him was a man I felt I knew. He looked so familiar. Then Opi starts speaking to him.
"Chibbs, I told you she's here. But she doesnt remember me. Grab her and go. I'll take care of this son of a bitch."
I start screaming. Then I thought, OH MY GOD the kids.
They are just watching me get taken.

I start full force punching and kicking. Before he could get me out the door, he dropped me. I broke his nose.
When did I get this kind of strength, i thought to myself.
But then a man that looks like he could be my twin walks in.
"Nicole Marie Teller, GET ON THE FUCKING BIKE."
He knew my middle name. But my last name wasn't Teller.
I stand up finally irritated with this whole situation. I push my hair back, and look the man in the eyes.
"I don't know who any of you are, but get the FUCK of out my house. Not only have you caused damage here, but your threatening my fiance, trying to kidnap me, & scaring my children."
The man laughs while slicking his hair back.
"Nikki, I dont know what the fuck going on, but you arent engaged to this man. And these DEFINITELY aren't your kids. You have NO KIDS!"
My heart dropped. Then i felt the anger come. I never felt this before. Why am i getting like this?
I cocked back and punched the man & then upper cutted him. He fell, realized his nose was bleeding. I thought to myself, i think i just fucked up.
He then laughed while wiping the blood from dripping. "Little sis, no matter who you try to be, you still using that upper cut that i taught you."
I'm shocked. Little sis?
Opi then walks over, "Jax quit fucking boxing your sister and grab her. Jared is knocked out in the basement. I texted his mom to come get his kids."
Then i got mad.
"Jared's mom died 7 years ago. So quit fucking lying you stupid criminal."
Jax & Opi laugh. Then after seeing that I was serious Jax stopped and just looked at me for a moment.
"You really dont remember any of us? Jared mom is ALIVE!" My heart stopped. "Jared been lying to you. I don't know what he did to you, but this not who you are."
Before i could say anything, there's a bag over my head and i get knocked out.

I woke up in a room. It kind of looked like a wooden dorm. There were pictures of me everywhere. Me with Opi. Me rocking a leather jacket. Then i see baby pictures of me and Jax.
I start freaking out. I started yelling.
"Who are you? Why are you doing this to me? This can't be real! This is all fake! You knew about my accident. YOU'RE TAKING ADVANTAGE OF IT!"
Door flies open. Its Opi and Jax.
"What accident?" They both asked.
Then i see their tattoos. This is the Sams Crow. Holy shit. I couldn't be apart of this.
Jax realizes I'm looking at his tattoos. He then laughs.
"You know you have one too right?"
Then brings me to the mirror. Lifts the back of my shirt & there it is. But the difference is, it looks like a female reaper but with fangs dripping blood.
"When did I get this?"
"You're 18th birthday. Mom was already gone. But dad let you. Ever since you were 10 years old, you always said you would start your own version of Sams Crow. But instead with women."
I started feeling light headed. I couldnt stand on my own 2 feet. My legs turned to spaghetti and i smack down on the floor. By the time i hit the floor, it was like a dream started.
"I was testing all of the so called "baddest bitches" of Hoiltown. Boxing one on one with all of them. Testing their knowledge. Testing their strengths. Testing how much they could physically and mentally handle.

And then I opened my eyes.
To Opi sleeping in the leather chair placed next to my bed. Holding a picture of me and him. But it not in leather jackets and jeans. We were in dressed formal. In the background is Jared drinking with Jax.
"I need to find out the fucking truth."
I got dressed, grabbed the Poison Of Society cut, and stole the first Harley I seen. Its about 2am.
I don't know where I'm going. But I need answers.