Royally Flushed

Ignorance is Bliss

"Thank you, I really appreciate it."

We walked into class together and I felt Louis' searing gaze but I tried to make it seem like it didn't affect me and focused on Daniel as he came strolling in right before the bell rang right behind Henry.

His eyes held remorse and longing, two emotions I was positive I didn't reflect back to him in my eyes.

A sharp intake of breath behind me and I realized Louis was trying his hardest not to say something.

This must've been torture for him, especially given the fact that he pretty much always got whatever he wanted in life whenever he wanted it.

Henry slid into his seat next to me and Daniel took his position with the rest of the security detail and I tried to be fake discreet as I followed Daniel with my eyes to his position.

I could feel every pair of eyes on me in the entire classroom as the confusion probably filled everyone, wondering why Louis wasn't sitting next to me like always.

It was like the claim he once had over me was lifted and they were all free to glare at me and affix me with their judgements now that the Prince didn't want me anymore. Or so they thought.

I couldn't concentrate the entire class and almost jumped for joy when it was over.

I was grabbing my bag and writing utensils when I felt his presence beside me.

"Sit with Henry at lunch," he told me and if I closed my eyes I could almost pretend that he wasn't speaking to me but someone else, but the reality of our situation was far too harrowing for pretending so I merely nodded my head and followed Lizzie out the door.

I had no more classes with them for the rest of the first part of the day, so that meant lunch was going to be fun.

I was thankful to have brought my own lunch and basically used Lizzie as my shield for the hateful looks thrown my way all day and followed her like a lost puppy to "our" table in the middle of the lunchroom.

I did as Daniel instructed and sat down in the empty space next to Henry, glad that there was another empty spot to my right for Lizzie to sit.

The entire table came to a resounding hush and I tried to ignore it as best as I could but it became awkward when I realized no one was speaking.

As if on cue, Louis came strolling in the cafeteria with a girl on his arm. Gorgeous, obviously, but that wasn't the problem.

I forced myself to turn back around and wipe the devastated look off of my face, reminding myself it was all for show, but damn if it didn't hurt.

I could only imagine what would happen if he actually decided he didn't want to be with me anymore...Daniel's "death" was something different-I thought he'd been taken away from me by the universe but if Louis chose to leave me, I didn't think I'd ever recover.

Tears sprung to my eyes and I quickly blinked them away, not wanting to draw more attention to our messed up situation than there already was.

The table greeted Louis as he sat down and didn't throw a single glance my way, but Daniel made sure to keep his gaze on me from where he was standing with the other guards across from our table by the windows.

I flicked my gaze to his every now and then but I couldn't help my jealousy and peered over at Louis a few times, and every time he was looking the other way.

Henry noticed my varying glances and smirked over at me.

"Got a thing for my guard? You can borrow him if you'd like."

I stiffened in my seat and every single pair of eyes turned towards me.

"I'm not going to dignify that with an answer."

He didn't need my kindness, he wasn't the one we were putting the facade on for.

"Ah, but your lack of an answer tells me all I need to know."

Louis' fists were clenched at his sides and the stony expression he wore was my undoing.

"Lizzie, I'm done eating. I'll see you later?"

I didn't wait for her response as I pulled myself up out of my chair and basically sprinted out of the cafeteria, feeling every pair of eyes on me, but the only pair that mattered burned me to the core.

Only when I was out of the view of everyone did I finally allow myself to cry.

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Author's Note:

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