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You know the pain...
You know how it feels..
Can I ever go back and change it...
Make myself heartless
So as to save myself
From this slow poison...
That my  heart has been injected with.....

Why are you so unforgettable?
  That I  still miss you  ...
Miss you lot more than anything
I know I should stop....
But
you always appear in my dreams...
Even though you're not around me....

I am Falling for you everyday,
Since the day
I started to see you in different light......
Each day I fall for you harder....
Deeper....
Like it's the first time.....

"I love you"
I still say it in my mind's infinite times
With your image in my heart....

Why is it So hard ....
And so painful
To love you ?

Will you never love me
Even if kept on loving  you ?
Will you never fall in love with me??
Even If I fight for you...
Even If I chase you until the end of road....

You were never Destined  with me
To Begin with...
But still I chose this path
With nothing but thorns
Piercing my heart
Shredding it mercilessly...
each drops of blood
Forms your image....

You can't even  imagine
To how much extend
I am fighting inside.....
Against all the feelings for you....
Against all the cravings for you...
Against myself who wants to be with you...
I am tired yet I fight relentlessly....
I am not sure when will it end...
But I am certain that
The day I'll end this war within me....
Will be the last I'll breathe
Because I know I'll never stop loving you .....




It's just hard to let go of the things you once held so dearly 💔

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