Chapter 20

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A bit short 🥺
April 12,2020

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Jungkook froze. And slowly turned around.
There standing in front of him was none other than Sehun.

"Oh Hyung .......can I help you?" He asked.

Sehun looked at him.
"Where were you? Why did you hang up on me?" He asked.

Jungkook scoffed "I didn't know I had to tell you everything, you're not my fucking boyfriend." He spat.

Sehun was startled.
"What's wrong?" He asked reaching for him.

Jungkook shoved his hands away.
"Nothing. Everything is perfect. Now if you'll excuse me, I gotta put these bags in MY fucking room."
And brushed past him.

Sehun shook his head and walked after him.

Jungkook put his bags on the floor next to his closet .
He didn't want no one touching his food.

He turned around to see Sehun standing near his doorway.

"What do you want?" He hissed.

Sehun said nothing and continued staring at him.
Jungkooks patience was wearing thin.
He walked over to him and was ready to slam the door , but was blocked by Sehun.

"Move!" He yelled.

Sehun shook his head.
"Not until you tell me what's going on."

Jungkook groaned and turned around to walk away.

Sehun didn't let his chance walk by.
He grabbed him by the waist and threw him onto the bed. Getting over him.
He grabbed both of his hands and pulled them down next to his head.

Jungkook struggled.
"Get off of me." He said sternly.

Sehun smirked "No."

Jungkook glared at him.
"Why don't you go this to your boyfriend Eunwoo? I'm sure he'd fucking like it." He spat out.

Sehuns smirk disappeared. He let go of jungkook and got up.

"W-what?" He said.

Jungkook got up.
"You heard me. I saw y'all holding each other's hands. The way you fucking look at him. I know you want him under you. Screaming your name, like I did. Making sure he digs his nails into your back. Oh I know Sehun. I know. All the things you did to me. You want to do to him. So go ahead. I don't give a fuck anymore." He said.

Sehun stood still.
He felt his heart break.
Was that how jungkook really felt?

"Hey-" he said reaching forward .
But jungkook smacked his arms away.

"Don't fucking touch me. Get out." He said.

Sehun knew there was no use explaining.

He turned around to leave but looked over his shoulder "It's true, I look at him like that. Maybe because I still love him but can't accept it. But I also have you in my heart as well Jungkook. " and walked away.

Jungkook felt a pang in his heart.
All this time thinking he was the only one.

"Fuck you." He whispered.

He walked to his door and shut it, making sure he locked it.

Turning around he layed face down on his bed. Hugging his pillow he began to weep.

Why do I do this? Why do I make it difficult? Why the fuck am I crying? He can go back to that fucking rat of his. I don't care.

He thought to himself.

But deep down in his heart he knew he cared.

He got up and sat on the edge of his bed.

Holding up his hands to his stomach.
"I'm sorry baby. I'm not feeling well. I promise to take care of you. No matter what happens. You can trust.........Mommy." He said.

While caressing his stomach. He got up and walked towards his food stack.
Pulling out his chocolate chip cookies and his Mexican salsa.

He sat on the bed and opened up his laptop.
Taking out a cookie and dipping it into the salsa.
Than taking a bite out of it.

He moaned.
"Much better."

Than all of his anger, was gone.

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Sehun walked to his room, and made sure to slam his door shut.

He walked over to his bed and sat down on the edge of it.

He felt anger and frustration build up inside him.

He didn't get why he still felt like that towards Eunwoo.

Pulling his hands over his head he groaned.
"Why are you doing this Sehun?" He told himself.

He shook his head, his hair swinging.

The look of Jungkooks face popped into his mind.

Frustrated he got up and started knocking things over.

Throwing his desk to the side, pulling off frames from the walls, he was in so much anger. Not at anyone. But at himself.

There were frantic knocks on the door.
"Sehun ah are you okay?"
"What's going on in there?"
"Sehun open the door."

He opened the door angrily and walked past his friends including jungkook who was staring at him.

"I'm going out, don't bother being worried about me." He said, while walking down the stairs and out the front door.

Everyone was very confused.

Meanwhile jungkook just went back to his room.

"Was I that mean?" He said to himself. He pulled his hair.
"Why was I mean? I want him by my side. Stupid. Stupid . Stupid." He said while smacking himself lightly.

He pouted.
"Fuck these hormones. I need my mans. Well he's technically not mine......Yet.....but he will be." He said smirking to himself.

"I ain't finna let no stupid ass take him away from me, unlike him I have an advantage, my emotions."

He walked towards his bathroom.

"I feel sticky , lets take a shower baby hmm?" He said to his stomach.
"I'll apologize to daddy when he comes back, pinky promise."

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But Sehun didn't come back that night.
Everybody was worried sick about him.

Jungkook was about to cry, but didn't want to disturb the others. So he walked up to his room and grabbed a pillow, hugging it.

Crocodile tears came out.
"Stupid Sehun. Trying to make me worried." He said.

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