Full Sun || Haechan

35

"Where's my father?" I yelled at Hyunjin when I showed up at the hospitals waiting room.

He was sitting down with Renjun waiting for me.

"Y/N you need to calm down." Hyunjin stopped me from going any further. "Take deep breathes."

I did as Hyunjin told me to do. When I was a bit more calm I asked Hyunjin again. "Please take me to my father."

"Before you go in you must know your father is in critical condition. The doctors aren't sure yet if he is going to make it."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing.

"I want to see him now." I requested and Hyunjin led me to his room.

My mother was sitting next to his hospital bed holding his hand.

When she saw me walk in anger filled her eyes.

"Get out of here! This is all your fault so leave!"

"Eomma..." Tears formed in my eyes.

"You wanted to leave so be gone. You are a disgrace to this family. I regret ever giving birth to you."

My mothers words hurt like taking a bullet to the heart.

Hyunjin placed his arm on my shoulder.

"Auntie please take a moment to calm down."

"Hyunjin-ah you have always been a sweet boy but you mustn't defend her. She will ruin you as that boy ruined her."

I kept crying at her hurtful words.

"Heewon." My father weakly spoke. "Please let me speak to me daughter alone."

She looked at me with hateful eyes. Since she didn't want to argue with my father in his poor condition, she obediently agreed.

"Very well."

Her and Hyunjin both exited the room leaving me alone with my father.

"Apa." I ran to his side and held his hand. "Apa i'm sorry, this is all my fault. I should have never left. Eomma is right, im a stupid selfish daughter." I cried.

"You are nothing of the sort." My father spoke in a soft tone. "I understand exactly why you did what you did."

I listened carefully to my fathers words.

"You know, even if it's hard to believe I was once your age too."

I faintly laughed at by fathers ability to joke in his current state.

"I didn't know, I assumed you were born an old man."

He laughed at my witty remark.

"The truth is that I was once in love at your age too."

"I know, you and mother got married at the age of 18 too."

"The thing is your mother wasn't the one who I was in love with."

I gasped at this shocking revelation.

"She wasn't?"

"No." He answered truthfully. "I was 17 and foolishly in love with a girl named Park Yiseo."

"Park Yiseo..." I widened my eyes at the familiar name. "Isn't that-"

"Chanyeol's mother."

My dad answered before I could even finish asking.

"Yes, I was in love with Chanyeols mother. We were in love. She was the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with."

"Then why didn't you?" I was even more intrigued by my fathers past.