God's Plan

14

"You have to talk to us Jasmine.We gave no idea what's going on with you."He said

I cut my pancakes.

"We never got to why you even went to rehab."He added

"I was an alcoholic."I said

"What caused that?"She asked me

I sighed not wanting to talk about it.

"A few months after Sterling left me I had a miscarriage."I said

They were silent.

"I didn't get any help or talk to you guys because I didn't want to disappoint you.So, I turned to drugs and alcohol."I continued

"When I was 21 I overdosed.Travis found me.I went to rehab then for a few months."I said

I poured syrup on my pancakes.

"Jasmine!"

I looked at my mother.

"Im sorry.I just don't know how to express myself about this."I said

My father was silent.

"He knew you were pregnant and still left you?"He asked

"No..I didn't get the chance to tell him."I said lowly

"Sterling's a great man.This isn't about him."I shook my head

"Im fine.I've worked it all out and Im fine."I said

The rest of breakfast was a little quiet.They dropped me off at Mama Donna's house.

Dad walked me to the door.

"You know..your mother had a miscarriage right before you."He said

"Oh..no I didn't know that."I said

He nodded."I know I don't know what it feels like but she does.You can confide in your mom Jasmine."

I nodded."I know daddy."

"Alright.I'll see you later baby."He hugged me

"Bye.Love you."I went inside and started to get ready immediately

I took another shower and covered myself in shea butter afterwards then I started my makeup while listening to Aubrey's music.

He just dropped a new single "Nice for What" and his album is coming soon.

After that I got dressed.

I felt so pretty.