To wake up to the same alarm sound every single morning would slowly drive sometime to the brink of insanity but John could not care anymore , especially after last night with her .
Slowly falling out of bed he stumbles towards the bathroom for a wash before school , as the shower is heating up John looks at him self in the mirror with a slight bit of judgement allways wondering what would people think if they saw his body . The v of his hips ,the lines of his pack ,the burn marks all over his back and chest with scars on his wrist to add to everything else .
When the water is hot enough John hops in cleans himself etc . He heads off to school with his bike . John never minds school , he prefers to stick to himself and watch eveything that happens from a safe enough distance and not being anywhere near any bitch fights that break out between girls who showed up in the same outfit . As Beth Riordan aka 'her' walks in johns jaw hits the ground while his heart is shattered into a million pieces, as he watches Danny the schools biggest jock walk in with his arm around Beth . Even after last night ...
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RomanceTo see her walk in to school , just like that . Acting as if that night had never happened , like I never found her there lying on the floor , like that kiss never happened ...