MAMAS | FEZCO |

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" haven't been able to find her all day" Maddy says through the phone, panic evident in her voice, knowing how emotionless maddy was made me nervous, something was wrong.

Rubbing my head I try to calm my thoughts to figure a solution from thousands of miles away.
"Well fuck, did chu call the cops?" I stress to maddy, hoping there was a way to contact Mia.

"Of course dumbass"  she says with an attitude
"She isn't a missing person until 48 hours or some shit" she adds with a quiet voice.

Sitting in silence, we both lose ourselves in anxious thoughts.

"What was that shit about anyway" maddy says with her usual bitchy tone.

"That ain't none of your bus-" I attempt to tell her off, before she cuts my sorry excuse.

"I don't give a fuck" she says cutting me off.

"I saw her w that dude on your snap, meanwhile she ain't answer in hours" I admit with guilt, over the past few days, I have thought about the situation and mias excuse and decided it was ridiculous of me to be mad at her.

And I couldn't stay mad regardless.

"I should really get back to my friends" I giggle, while slipping on my own clothes.

"You really ain't gotta" malikai says with a long face
Considering the small amount of hours we have known each other, I feel like we click so much.

"They probably think I'm dead or something"
I toss his shirt onto the bed and slip my dress over my head, sliding it down my body, malikai couldn't help but cat call me.

Making my sun kiss cheeks resemble the sun itself,
"And not to mention, my plane leaves tomorrow" I say with a small smile, knowing my interaction with him will sadly come to an end and I have to come to terms with reality.

"I gotchu on another ticket shorty" he says with a sly smirk.

As though I had won the lottery, a smile can't help but plaster itself onto my face.
A couple more days or weeks of not facing reality would be nice.

But I would be a shitty friend, to leave the girls hanging like that.

The smile that was previously on my face slowly faded into a frown.
"I'll think about it" I say with a sad smile

My phone notification goes off, this time it being a Lyft notification, notifying my driver had arrived and not the text or calls from the girls and fezco.

My chest can't help but ache once more, almost like it's taunting me to stay with malikai and take one more pill, maybe a new one.

But I can't, I shouldn't.

Malaki stands up and walks over to me, giving me a large hug, pulling away, he looks to my face for a few seconds, I can feel his lips coming closer to mine.

Before I can think about it, his lips meet mine, this time not as magical as last night, the ache in my chest returns.

So I push further into the kiss, trying to mask my pain with some form of lust.

" I will text you" I say removing myself from him.

"Please do" he says with a smirk, moving out of my way so i can find my way out of the large hotel room.

Walking through the door, I release the tension in my chest by blowing out a loud sigh, tears pricking my eyes, about to overflow.

I wipe my eyes and walk down stairs to find my Lyft.

Getting in the car I feel an extreme drop in emotion, what was previously happiness and love was now filled with regret and a deep sadness that vibrated in my chest.

Knowing that was one of the symptoms of molly, due to the countless times I took care of maddy and Cassie during their come downs of the drug.
I am slightly relieved to know that it was normal and It won't last forever, however I am still overwhelmed with sadness.

We finally arrive to the hotel, after giving my thank you to the driver I drag my feet up to my
Hotel room, knowing I am about to receive a ton of shit for my disappearance.

Finally arriving to the fifth floor I slowly creep up to our room, feeling my heart pounding in my chest.
Unlocking the door, I am rushed with hugs from every angle.

"You stupid bitch, where the fuck were you" maddy says after removing herself  from my body and wiping her eyes from the tears threatening to spill.

"I met somebody" I said with a light sigh, a feeling of extreme sadness washes over me with every breathe, reminding me how much I scared everybody.

My eyes laid low and my body started to sweat, yet I was still cold.

Maddy eyes me down, noticing my shaky body and the sweat beading on my forehead.
"You were taking molly, weren't you?" She says in a condescending tone, immediately sparking my
Interest in what she had to say.

"What's it to you? You do it every fucking weekend" I say with a sarcastic giggle, pushing her out of my way to take off my heels and my dress.

"At least I don't disappear with random people and scare the shit out of my friends" she says with a fiery tone.

Feeling a pit in my stomach in my stomach, I know I'm about to say something I will regret for a long time.

"At least I'm not a whore"

Her expression softens and her eyebrows push together as if she's confused, her head tilts to the side while she bites her tongue.
Tears start to well up in her eyes, she lets out and disbelief breath of air.

"Fuck you mia" she says, walking into the bathroom and slamming the door shut.

Now I am met with the awkward silence and the uncomfortable stares of cassie and kat.
"That was low" kat says with a shake of her head, shoving past me, walking towards the window.

I am met with regret and sadness, my eyes start well up in tears, looking at Cassie through my blurry vision for a look of compassion.

But I am met with a disgusted look, she steps out of the way of the door, for me to show my way out of the room.

Blinking, I release tears to stream down my face, I rush out of the hotel room with my bag.

Walking down the hallway I remember malikai's offer.

Taking out of my phone I press onto his contact, putting the phone to my ear.

The ringing is abruptly stopped by the sound of a deep seductive voice.

"Wassup shorty"