Spoken Word Poetry

"Not Enough"

Everyday I'm putting a smile on my face
Just to make others think that I am fine
I'm always telling them that I'm okay
For them not to see that I'm in pain
I am laughing, even though I'm so tired
Im still fighting, even though it's so hard
I'm always pretending to be happy
'cause I don't want them to see that I am sad

But when I I'm alone
Everything about me will change,my smile turns into a sad face
When I'm in front of people I laughed loud
But when I'm alone, I cry and there is no voice comes out
Every night, I'm dealing with the sadness
Wishing and praying for happiness 😔

Asking my self, why do I need to be like this?!
Why am I so useless?
Like no body needs me, and no body wanted to be with me!
Just because I am boring, and they just remembered me when they need something 💔
I'm not asking for too much
All I want is to feel that I'm enough
But why is it so hard for them to give me that?!

Is that hard to love me back?
Am I really not enough?😶
All I want is to be happy
So why I can't be?
I just want them to stay with me
So why they can't be?
I thought there's no one who can love me