Forbidden Attraction - JAEYONG

Little Bit Open Up

" Tae.. listen to me "

" Please Jaehyun.. not tonight. You can fuck me tomorrow. I'm not in mood "

" That's not what I want to do Taeyong. You are misunderstanding me. What I said I actually didn't mean to and you didn't listen to everything I said"

" Oh please Jaehyun.. you can just stop pretending okay ?"

Jaehyun hold Taeyongs shoulder and lift his face.

" Look at me Taeyong.  Please... You aren't a backup..."

Taeyong pushed Jaehyun again.

" Stop.  Stop just stop acting. Stop acting that you care when you actually don't. Stop making me feel like you acknowledge me when I'm just someone's else's replacement Jae... I'm tired. I'm tired of being left out . I'm just done Jae. I can't take this anymore. Everyone uses me and throw me away like a tissue paper. They act like they care but they only care for themselves. At the end of the day everyone is just with me for their benefit. No one is here for me . So do you Jae... You are also here for your sexual needs. And I can't give you that tonight.. so go .. leave me alone . Please.."

Taeyong opened the bathroom door ...
Walked in
Opened the shower and stripped down. He didn't bother locking the door .

Jaehyuns heart broke in trillion pieces. He never felt this much pain .. never felt so defeated.

He caused Taeyong extreme pain. And he needs to fix it.

He followed Taeyong inside bathroom without taking off his clothes. He doesn't care of his expensive clothes ruins.

Then he saw it.

Taeyong was crying.  He was sobbing under the shower . His breaths were hitching ....

Jaehyun hugged Taeyong from back and his eyes filled with tears.

Jaehyun doesn't cry. He never did after growing up.
Taeyong was the only one to make him feel like this. The deep emotions what Jaehyun never had.

" Taeyong... Forgive me .. please.... I hurt you so much . I didn't mean to hurt you. Please forgive me .. I'm sorry baby. I know I'm a fucking asshole and you have every right to rebuke me . Tell me whatever you want to say. Curse at me . Punch me. But don't push me away. Please let me be here for you. I promise you aren't just s fuckmate for me.. please"

Jaehyun crooked his nose in Taeyongs neck and the older fell on his knees taking Jaehyun down with him.

He hold Jaehyuns elbow and cried loudly. He was so broken that Jaehyun was feeling like killing himself.

" Why Jaehyun ?
Why can't anyone love me ?
Am I that bad ? Why am I so unwanted ?
Why I'm nobodies first priority ?
Why can't anyone have me as their top option ?
Why everyone chooses other over me every time Jae...
Why do I need to lose my happiness for worthless people?
Why does everyone I love leaves me for someone else Jae?

Mom left me for God
Dad left me for his other wife and step daughter,
Yuta left me for his confusion,
Madison left me for Kun..
Lee left me for John..
And .. "

Taeyong sobbed .
You'll left me for Haeun too.

Jaehyun hold him tighter . Taeyong could feel Jaehyuns heartbeats over his back.

" Taeyong... I'm sorry..  you don't deserve this... Please don't say that you are unwanted. People loves you. It's just their loves are different... And..  "

They hold each other under the hot shower for so long that their bodies were getting blue.

" Jae.."
Taeyong whispered.