Her

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When I wake up in the morning she's the first thing I think about, time feels so long when she's not here. I feel lonely without her in the room, I can't wait to see her everyday.

I can smell her perfume in the hallways so I know she's here, I can't focus on my school work I keep looking at her, smelling that perfume, I wonder how sweet it would smell to hug her. I dream about her at night, and I daydream about her while she's next to me. She has taken over my world. I wonder if she thinks about me too, I think she does. I make eye contact with her sometimes and each time I look into those eyes I feel like I know her better. It's like I can see all the pain she has been through in her eyes, I know she's still in pain but she tries to forget it. I know she's suffering, I know she's broken, I know she cries herself to sleep every night. But still I find it beautiful how she can tell me everything through her eyes. I wish I could hold her and tell her everything is gonna be fine, I need it and I think she does too.

She smiles, she's happy, she laughs, she seems perfect. More perfect than I'll ever find again.

She's beautiful so beautiful, I've never seen anybody look as beautiful as her, she could have everything she wanted, but she's scared to really go for it. I want to hold her hand through it all, I want to support her, I want to provide everything for her while she work for dreams to come true.

I wonder what her family will think about me when she takes me to meet them, I wonder how she will talk about me to her friends, I wonder how nice it will feel to call her mine one day.

I wonder how she taste, I wonder how it feels to have her head laying on my chest, how nice it will feel to run my fingers through her long hair, how I will fall more and more in love with her every time I see her. I want to lose in boardgames to see her do a victory dance, I want to tell her stories at night while she's falling asleep in my arms. I want to protect her, I want to make her feel wanted here, I don't think I'll ever get tired of her. I want to share my thoughts with her, I know some day I will but for now I'll wait till I know you're ready to open up.