Unwanted. [Short story/Fin]

-You're the best actor. Ever!!-

Dahil sa HANGOVER!!! Yan ang kinalabasan. Nyahahahahaha

I missed writing.. :D

I am happy na marami-rami din ang nagbabasa ng Unwanted. :))

I soooo love you beautiful people!! Really.. Birds with the same feather flocks together. Hihihihi

So there.. Enjoy this one, It's near the ending naman na. Hehehehe

<3lots Anghel.

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Kassandra's POV:

Alam ko naman na itatanong nyo kung anong nangyari after ng "ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS" spiel ko.

Well let me tell you? Walang nangyari sa mga inexpect ko na mangyari. It turned the other way around. For 3 consecutive days lagi na lang akong iniiwasan ni Kirby tuwing magkikita kami sa hallway, school canteen at kahit sa gate.

Aaminin ko na nagexpect ako na after nun, magiging kami na. Well, narealize ko din na ang taas ng pangarap ko. So what if we kissed? So what if he showed affection? Isang malaking so what lahat. 

This is the fourth consecutive day na iniiwasan ako ni Kirby kaya hindi ko na kaya. I need to him to talk me out of my misery. 

Hindi ko kailangan ng positive na sagot. What I need is to understand where I stand.

Nakita ko sa locker room si Kirby, malapit lang yung locker niya sa locker ko eh.

I walked towards him. 

"Kirby." he looked at me with such blank expression. Tila pinipiga ang puso ko sa nakikita ko sa kanya. God! Why am I in pain?

"Bakit mo ako iniiwasan?" diretsong tanong na para mamaya diretsong iyak na.

"Why are you talking to me?" he fiercely said. T@ngin@ mo. Lech* ka!

"I asked you first."

He looked at me, eyes troubled with confusion. As if he doesn't know me, as if he doesn't want to talk to me.

"Alam ko naman kung bakit mo to ginagawa eh! You want a piece of me. But I am sorry to burst your bubble Fatty! Dream.On!!!!!!" 

WHAT?! THIS IS THE FIRST TIME HE CALLED ME FATTY!!

WTH is his problem?!

"What are you talking about?" sinalat ko ng kamay ko ang noo niya, baka may sakit siya eh. Pero tinabig niya lang ang kamay ko. "The hell!!"

"C'mon Fatty! Stop playing innocent and all. I don't care about you. STAY.AWAY.FROM.ME." singhal niya sa akin, Ano ba? Inaano ko ba tong asungot na to? Wala akong alam sa mga pinagsasasabi niya at FOR CHIST'S SAKE!!

HINDI KO SIYA KILALA!!!

HINDI SIYA ANG KILALA KO..

Hindi siya ang Kirby na natutunan kong bigyan ng pansin at atensyon.

Tears started to fill onto my eyes, I looked down. 

What happened Kirby?

What happened to MY Kirby.

Tama, hindi ko siya kilala.

I don't know you at all.

Tumalikod na ako at umalis. I said na ayoko naman ng positive na sagot di ba? Pinagbigyan naman niya ako. He did gave me a negative answer and reaction. WHAT MORE SHOULD I LOOK FOR? Fvck it it HURTS!!

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Kirby's POV:

DON'T JUDGE THE BOOK BY ITS COVER DI BA?

Tae! What am I saying?

I liked Kass so much. No, I love her. 

Pero bakit ko yun ginawa? ONE WORD.

AJ.

I overheard him talking to Ange, He was like. I can't just let Kass slip away. And with what had happened, I mean after the kiss?

I knew, I got Kass wrapped around my fingers. So was I.

Like what I've said to myself before, I can give everything up for Aj. He's my bestfriend and it'll be too much if I.. T@ngin@ lang! This is fvcking crazy! I hate everything about.. I can't even say it. Tae, ang labo ko na. Wala na akong ibang resort kanina kung hindi gawin yun. 

The scene played in my mind like crazy. 

"Alam ko naman kung bakit mo to ginagawa eh! You want a piece of me. But I am sorry to burst your bubble Fatty! Dream.On!!!!!!" I feel rotten after saying this, gusto kong bawiin ang mga sinabi ko nang makita ko ang sakit na bumalatay sa mukha niya.

"What are you talking about?" I stiffened after feeling her light touch on my forehead. Tinabig ko yung kamay niya, natakot ako na kapag hinayaan ko siyang malapit baka, hindi ko na siya mapakawalan pa. "The hell." she exclaimed. I was startled by her reaction. Ano ba? Ang tanga ko lang kasi talaga. Tae! I don't know what to do.

"C'mon Fatty! Stop playing innocent and all. I don't care about you. STAY.AWAY.FROM.ME." Lupa, pwede ka nang bumuka at lamunin ako ng buhay. I'd rather face hell than to face her pained expression.

Tumalikod na siya at naglakad palayo sa akin.

Habang tinitignan ko ang papalayo niyang pigura, I felt my vision blur. Nanakit na din yung lalamunan ko sa pagpipigil ng pag-iyak ko. 

So the last best option? LET IT OUT. I was silently crying when I heard a voice from somewhere.

"Kuya.. I never thought that.. YOU'RE THE BEST ACTOR EVER!" With that she left.

You're right Ange, I am the best actor and liar ever. But I am the worst pretender ever.

Aj's POV:

Kakauwi ko lang, mga 5pm na. I still have an hour to prepare. I am excited as usual. 

I hope what I've done paid off. Happy naman ako pero hindi kumpleto.

I am no fool. I know na may gusto na si Kass kay Kirby and vice versa. Ang problema.. AKO.

Alaqm ko, isa akong malaking paningit. But I can't help it. Gusto kong sulitin yung panahon habang hindi pa sila. Para naman may mabaon akong memories. 

I don't intend to be selfish. Nag-iipon lang talaga ako ng memories, para pag okay na yung timing maibibigay ko na si Kass kay Kirby.

Binuksan ko yung pinto, pero hindi pa man ako nakakapasok ng tuluyan may narinig akong tila tahimik na umiiyak.

Kass?

"That asshole! Fine! From now on I will STAY AWAY FROM YOU. Don't ever come back you PIG!! I hate you! I've never felt this kind of hatred ever. This is the first time and d@mn! It hurts like hell!"

Sinilip ko ang kusina, nandoon siya hawak ang isang bote ng San Mig Strong Ice na hindi pa niya yata nababawasan. Maybe she really doesn't drink.

"Ang kapal ng mukha mo! Ano bang ginawa ko sayo? D@am stupid me for expecting this much! I was soooo foolish and stupid and an idiot and.. and.. and.. a l-loser. I am fat, who would love me?" Don't say that, I love you.

"Yeah, you're right what I need to do is.. DREAM.ON." she sobbed. And with that she drank the beer, ONE TIME BIGTIME. She slammed the bottle on the table, let me correct myself. EMPTY BOTTLE. Then seconds after.. She slammed her head on the table and let out one big loud snore.

She's asleep I can tell. 

I hate myself for doing this to you Kass, let me repay you with something good. I am sorry, I just love you so much.. THIS HURTS.