You left your mess inside my head. And there's nothing I can do to clean it up.
__________________________when i think of you
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i think of love.
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because you were my love.
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but sometimes you're here,
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sometimes you're there,
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and then you're nowhere.
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and it all becomes a puddle.
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and i can't keep up.
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i'm running out of breath.
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i need air to breath,
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i'm suffocating,
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drowning in my own life.
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but you don't understand.
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you'll never understand.
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you're like water,
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only twelve feet deep.
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and i'm drowning,
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but you're describing the water.
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and still here i sit,
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confused and lost
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and you were my map
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but you've scattered the directions.
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and i want to hear the beautiful
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words you said to me,
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but you can't and you won't.
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but still i can't help feel
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the love we had
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but now
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i'm empty inside.
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because without you
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i'm dying in the ocean
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and you're watching,
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sitting up there,
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sipping icy cold
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lemonade.