Memories warm you up from inside. But they also tear you apart.
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today was different
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the tears clouded in their eyes
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have faded.
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i don't understand.
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they smile now.
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laugh.
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shout.
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your locker.
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it's empty now.
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the emptiness mocks me.
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teases me for being
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so,
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so
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what is the word.
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ah, yes.
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naive.
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i was so naive.
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how could you luke.
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how can you be okay.
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things aren't the same anymore.
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are you okay with that.
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i don't want things to change.
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i miss you too much.
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i just remember you so much.
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everything is too real.
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it's like you're still here.
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but you're not.
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you're gone.
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you're gone and i want to be okay.
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but i'm not.
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and i will never
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ever
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be okay.
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god, luke.
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why are you doing this.
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why the fuck are you doing this.
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my dreams are so vibrant, luke.
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why are you sending me these
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horrific dreams.
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all i know is that even though
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you're gone
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my memories are still here.
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and they won't go
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away.
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