as one [l.h]

-7-

I don't know if I'm supposed to be holding on or letting go. I don't want to give up, but if there's nothing for me to hope for, tell me.
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i can't let go, luke.

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they tell me to let go.

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should i?

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should i move on?

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because I'm trying to.

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but nothing works.

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the only person i want to talk to

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about luke hemmings

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is luke hemmings.

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but i can't.

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because you're gone.

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i want things to be the same.

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i want to stop hurting.

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but every time i think of you

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i remember the things you said.

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and fall in love with you

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over and

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over and

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over again.

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but i am a roller coaster

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that only goes

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up.

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and i'm no good anymore.

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there's nothing left of me.

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there's nothing left for me.

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absolutely nothing.

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and it hurts.

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it hurts my heart,

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my mind,

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my body.

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we all want things we can't have.

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we all hope for things.

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miracles don't happen.

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tell me luke.

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just tell me if you want me here,

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or there?

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i'll go wherever you go.

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i'll be whatever you want me to be.

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just tell me you love me.

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i know i can't

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but if i could

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i'd beg you to return

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so i could have a reason

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to wake up in the

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morning.