Todays Finn's birthday. My lover's birthday and I need to do something important for him.
I'm actually two years younger than him, so he's 17 today. Meaning he'll turn 18 next year already.
Ugh, people can grow up so fast.
He's been loyal to me and I'm so thankful for having a guy like him. He makes me happy and I make him happy and today, I'm about to make that level of happiness to another level.
Because I love him.
And I don't know if he loves me back.
This might sound super fucking weird but, I always get this feeling that he doesn't show that much affection to me since I'm younger than him. I know, our age gap isn't that far but I'm talking about our real relationship we have with each other.
I think we're working this out because I've always been there for him. I was the first to confess and I'm gonna be real, his confession to me had alot of hesitation.
I don't know if it's just me or not. It's making me self conscious about it.
But I'm pretty sure it's just me overreacting. I just want him to enjoy his birthday that I have planned so hard for, well kind of planned.
I texted the it cast, I made a group chat because it would be easier to contact all of them.
hey losers
sophia
oh hey y/n!wyatt
doing sumn for finn's bday?uh, yes
jack
oh cool, so are we supposed to all meet at his house and then surprise him there?yes but there's a twist
jaeden
what have i missedchosen
whatjeremy
what twistwyatt
should we make something different tho, like those birthday surprises are so predictable and it's not originalok well let's make it something else then
jack
yeah we could go to a amusement parksophia
but it's not private, everyone would attack us by thenjaeden
yea she's rightjeremy
i actually went to a amusement park with a group of other actors and people immediately ran for us so no it isn't safe therehmmmm
wyatt
we need to use our big brainschosen
if we had big brains then we would create something extraordinaryjack
I JUST NOTIXED SOMETHINF
Y/N U HAVENT PLANNED SOMETHINF YET? ITS ALREADY FINNS BIRTHDAY TODAYI KNOW I GOT. SUPER BUSY AND HOLY FUCKING SHIIIIIIIT I NEED UR HELP FUCK
sophia
chiiiiiill we'll help u !!
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