I'd date , I'd fuck , and I'd love
And I'd do it all over again
But it's all tasteless
And meaningless
Then I'd go back to you
I'd go back to missing you
And longing for you
I don't know why you do this to me
Or even how
You're such a poison spreading through my body
I don't even know myself anymore
I've given up on trying to move on
It's been years and nothing's working
I keep coming back to starting point.
