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dear diary,

   i want to be fucked. i want to writhe in pleasure while someone rams into me mercilessly. i want to cum twenty times before we stop, and then return the pleasure ten fold. i want to experiment. i want to try new positions every time we fuck. i want to explore my sexual desires and fantasies. i want to be choked and tied up. i want to completely submit to someone and answer to their every beck and call. i want to get on top and look down at who i'm riding. i want to see his face contort into different expressions of pleasure while i give him the best sex he's ever had. i don't want to be able to walk the next day. i want to tease someone to the point when they're begging for me; to be able to see the need their body has for my touch. i want to fuck in every possible location. every room of my house. every room of his house. at school. in the car. by the pool. in the shower. i want to tighten around him and drive him wild. i. want. sex. no one knows this side of me. everyone thinks i'm a prude. i want to prove him wrong and leave hickeys all over his body, and have everyone wonder who they came from. this is where i express these feelings. this is where i vent.

with greatest pleasure and need, sage.

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