Love To My Cobain..(on hold)

chapter 6

Tyler's POV.

i was laying on my bed staring at the ceiling, i wish i had had enough balls when i first saw him to at least be-friend him.

"hey sweetie whats wrong?" my mom asked when she walked into my room.

"i finally told blade i liked him" i said not looking at her

"what did he say?" she asked

"he said he liked me to." i groaned

"baby!!! that's great!!! why are you still upset?" she asked

"because he is moving away and it's all because of me and my bullying. i hate myself i'm so fucking stupid!!" i said covering my face with the pillow

"sweetheart...we all knew you were stupid but it's ok" my mom said

i pulled the pillow away and gave her a look, she held her hands up.

"i'm just saying maybe you guys can work something out" she said "get some sleep think about it"

with that she walked out, i sat there for i don't know how long. i was thinking, about me about blade about if i had of done something different would we be together. i wanted to cry but that wasn't going to do anything, i miss him and i really want to be with him but now i can't.

"tyler will you come down please" i heard my mom asked

i got up and walked down, i saw my mom and dad sitting on the couch.

"what's going on?" i asked sitting in the chair

"well, first your dad got  promotion at his job" my mom said smiling "which makes the next part easier"

"what's te next part?" i asked

"well son we are going to have a baby!!" he said smiling

my jaw dropped......EEEWWWW they still do that.... but they are to old for that and im to young to know they still do that!!!!

"and we are having twins!!" my mom add

i think i just saw my life flash before my eye's.....yea it did......dear god what next this can't be happening......this can't get any worse

"and since my promotion requires me to be in california we are moving, which is good because the house there is bigger and we can raise the twins." my dad says

"so we are moving.....but what about all my friends i have a life here ya know!!!" i yelled i sighed "i guess it doesn't matter since blade isn't here any more"

"what happen kiddo?" my dad asked

i told him what happen and he went to the kitchen and got me a beer.

"it's ok kiddo, you will find another guy or girl" my dad said

"but i don't want to find another guy or girl i want blade and now he is gone!" i said going to my room and slamming the door.

why does love have to hurt so much......it really sucks.

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(hello everyone,

sorry i havn't updated in a while but i will try harder to keep this story updated.

i know it's short but i have been really busy lately so ya sorry but i will try to update at least once a week.

that is all i really have to say so bye bye kiss kiss)