You'll Be Safe Here

32-I love you

"Lala... I'm sorry"

I pulled her in to a hug

"Tapos ngayon sosorry sorry ka?! Ha?! Zach naman!" She's punching me and she's crying at the same time

"Ssshhh"

"Kung akala mo walang nag-aalala sayo, meron! Ako yon!! Anong saysay ko dito?! Ha?!"

"Kaya nga hindi ko tinuloy Lala... because of you."

"Naiinis ako sayo!!"

"Stop crying please..." i held her face and wiped her tears falling from her eyes continuously.

"How can I stop?! Muntik ka nang mawala saken!!"

"Sorry... sorry..." i kissed her forehead and hugged her tight once again.

She hugged me back still crying...

"Tahan na please..."

"I was... I was so worried I even tried going to you last night!!"

"What?!"

"You're not answering my fcking calls how would you want me to react to that?!"

"Delikado yon Lala!"

"Mas delikado ginawa mo! Ano ha?! Pano kung nawala ka ngayon? Ano gagawin ko ha?!"

"Cry?"

"Bwisit ka!!"

"Ano?! nagtanong ka sinagot ko lang naman!"

"Gaganyan ganyan ka pa ngayon!"

"Lala... look. I'm sorry. Alam ko mali ako. Alam ko mali yung naisip ko. Pero hindi ko naman tinuloy Lala"

"Ahh so ipagpapasalamat ko pa dapat yon ganon?!"

"Hindi sa ganon"

"Hindi mo tinuloy pero sinaktan mo pa rin sarili mo! Mali yon Zach!!"

"I know... sorry"

"Please... don't do that again... please Zach... I was seriously scared. You calling me and telling me things and then not being sure to see me the next day? Mababaliw ako Zach... wag ganon please... hindi ko kaya... hindi ko kakayanin"

"Hindi na po... hindi na mauulit... sorry."

"Subukan mong ulitin uunahan kita maglaslas!!"

"Hey!"

"Ano?! Kala mo ikaw lang may kaya maglaslas?! Asan blade mo akin na!"

"Stop that! Tsk!"

"Kasalanan mo!"

"Oo na kasalanan ko na! Don't even try doing that!"

"Che!"

"Lala..."

"Kamay!"

"Ha?"

"Kamay mo!"

I showed her my hands

"Ano meron?"

Hinaplos niya yung mga sugat ko pero hindi ko inasahan na hahampasin niya yon

"Aray!"

"Ano masakit?!"

"Syempre!"

Hinampas uli yung kamay ko

"Aray!!"

"Pasaway ka!! Pasaway!! Ginawa mo kong walang kwentang kaibigan!! Ni hindi mo ko kinausap!!"

"Aray tama na!!"

"Ano laslas pa?!"

"Hindi na nga!!"

"Hmp!" Tumigil naman siya sa paghampas saken pero tinalikuran niya ako

"Hey..."

"Ano?"

"You're still angry?"

"Sinong di magagalit kung yung taong mahal mo muntik na magpakamatay?! Ano gusto mo gawin ko magpaparty?!"

"Lala..."

"Che!!"

"I love you"

"Alam ko!"

"Nasan yung sagot mo?"

"Anong sagot? Wala namang tanong? Tch"

"Fine. Mahal mo ba ko?"

"Oo!"

Bingo.

Lala's PoV

Tanga tanga tanga ayan sige magalit ka pa Lala!!!

"A-aalis na ko"

I was about to leave the rooftop nang hawakan niya ang kamay ko

"Hey!"

"Ano?!"

"So... you love me now?"

"Tch"

"Answer me Lala!"

"Sinagot ko na kanina uulit ulitin ko pa ba?!"

"I wanna hear it Lala"

"Aba't teka lang makademand ka parang wala kang atraso ah?!"

"Kanina pa ko nagssorry sa nagawa ko Lala... isn't it enough?"

"Ewan ko sayo"

"Huy!! Mahal mo ba ko? Mahal mo na talaga ako?"

"Oo nga!! Iiyak ba ko kung hindi?! Pake ko naman sayo kung di kita mahal aber?! Magpapakamatay ka lang naman di ba?! Why wouldn't I care kung magpapakamatay yung mahal ko?! Ano ako tanga?! Bwisit ka din eh!!"

Nagulat ako when he pulled me in a hug again and said

"I love you so much Lala. I really do"

"I... love you too"