I'm lost..
Never really found a way on my own,
Living this life is a cost..
Makes me think, why was I born?
I'm lost..
Depressive thoughts line up to crush my bones,
Trying to find a purpose with all my powers using it at utmost..
Turns out I'm still nowhere near any of those zones!
I'm lost..
Anxiety attacks me like multiple storms,
Talking to someone about it makes me exhaust..
Afterall, for them; these feelings are just one of the norms.
I'm lost..
The guilt of letting down my reflection in the mirror causes a splitting pain,
Although once a passionate spirit inside me is now wandering like a ghost..
But, ended up trapping myself in this prison of thoughts which repeats the same shit again and again.
I'm lost..
Yet, I'm glad that it didn't completely drown me,
Gotta put my mind to peace and stop looking like a melted frost..
I know a future is awaiting, the least I could expect from it is just to be free.
© @AshVinnie
