I hate how I can't hide my feelings from you,
But I can't stop doing that either..
I hate how I always have something new,
But till I die, I'll make you bother..
I hate my life before you came into existence out of the blue,
But still I can't believe we stuck together..
I hate how I never told you,
That you taught me to feel like a natural girl when I was stuck in illusions of me having a guy behaviour..
I hate how I couldn't fit the word love anywhere in this poem of you,
But the fact that I being a negative person could make others feel positive just by my past chapter..
I hate that this poem's ending and you knew,
But letting you know that I love the fact that you're my best friend, my soulmate, my treatment and my laughter..
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