My Only Escape|🖤Depressed and Singer Deku🖤| ON HOLD

SAD!

(Hi! Before  begin I want to say thank you for actually reading! Also I'm changing what I said last chapter. Deku is not gonna meet said special person in this chapter. He will meet him/her next chapter. Okie ENJOY~)

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I woke up to the sound of my alarm blaring in my ear. I quickly punched it trying to turn it off. I ended up breaking it, and I think I broke my hand too, but probably not, after all I'm just weak, useless Deku.

I got up and went to the bathroom and took a quick shower, and all that jazz.(Ya like jazz...not sorry)

After going through the process of cleaning myself, I went downstairs, and sure breakfast.

I shouted bye top my mom, and dashed out the door. I was gonna be late today.

I got to the classroom and walked in, taking my seat in the back corner next to the window. I stared out of it the rest of the day.

~*********After School*********~

I walked home passing Kacchan on the way. I upvoted the door since mom said she wasn't gonna be here after school today.

I went to the bathroom and got my blades out. I only cut when mom wasn't home.  I made small and deep cuts im my pale skin. This went on for about thirty minutes, before I decided to clean up.

I bandaged my arms, and went to my room.

I set everything up for my video, and pur my normal performing outfit on.

I walked over to my camera, and started recording.

"Hey guys, I'm back! I hope you enjoy today's video. Soon just gonna get to it."

I grabbed my laptop and played the track I made.

(No swore)

Yeah, Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide, if you're ever gonna let me know, yeah
Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh
I'm sad I know, yeah, I'm sad I know, yeah

Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide, if you're ever gonna let me know, yeah
Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh
I'm sad I know, yeah, I'm sad I know, yeah

Thought I gave him everything
He took my heart and left me lonely
I've been broken, heart's contentious
I won't fix, I'd rather weep

I'm lost then I'm found
But it's torture bein' in love
I love when you're around
But I frickin' hate when you leave

Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide, if you're ever gonna let me know, yeah
Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh
I'm sad I know, yeah, I'm sad I know, yeah

Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide, if you're ever gonna let me know, yeah
Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh
I'm sad I know, yeah, I'm sad I know, yeah

Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide, if you're ever gonna let me know, yeah
Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh
I'm sad I know, yeah, I'm sad I know, yeah

Who am I? Someone that's afraid to let go, uh
You decide, if you're ever gonna let me know, yeah
Suicide, if you ever try to let go, uh
I'm sad I know, yeah, I'm sad I know, yeah

I stopped singing and pressed stop on the laptop.

"Thank you for listening! Leave a like or comment if you want.  See you next time!~"

I stopped the recording and went downstairs.

I ate dinner while chatted with my mom, then went back upstairs attends posted my video. I went tho sleep after that.

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