Bully | Seungjin

Twenty-Five

Fuck it.

Fuck it!

As soon as I reached our dorm, I quickly closed the door and fell to my knees, tears streaming down continuously.

"Please, just-stop the pain..." I murmured to myself.

Felix is not here, and Jisung is not here either. Where else am I supposed to go?

Chan-hyung.

I quickly grab my phone from my pocket and texted him to meet me at a certain place. I just badly needed someone to be with right now, I might do something harmful to myself if I'm all alone, breaking down in this silence.

We met at a park. There were only the two of us there, as it was already late.

"Seungmin?"

I quickly ran towards him and pulled him into a hug as I sob on his shoulders.

"Seungmin... what happened? What did you see?"

"Chan-hyung, I'm tired... I'm tired of getting hurt... I'm tired of acting okay..."

"It's okay to be tired, Seungmin... It's okay to be tired."

"I just want this pain to go away hyung..."

"Seungmin, the pain won't go away unless you face it. Stop hiding. Face the pain, that is the only way for everything to go away."

"But I can't hyung."

"You have to face the reality, Seungmin."

"Do I really have to?"

He slowly nodded, "Yes."

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"Minnie!"

I froze after hearing his voice.

I couldn't face him, not yet. I'm not ready.

But I couldn't get away from him easily, as he hug me from the back.

"Minnie."

"J-Jinnie, what's up?"

Really Seungmin? 'What's up'? Are you fucking crazy?

"What? Is it wrong to hug my boyfriend?"

Stop acting like this, Hyunjin. It hurts... I don't know if you're lying to me or not...

"O-oh. W-well, I have to go now." I said as I remove his arms around my waist. "I still have to practice my performance with Daehwi. I-I'll see you later..." Then I immediately left, probably leaving him concerned and confused.

"Daehwi!" I called out as I saw my partner.

"Seungmin! I was just looking for you!"

I chuckled, "Let's practice?"

He nodded and we went to the recording room.

"Tell me, tell me...

So tell me which way to go

Which way to go...

So tell me which way to go

Tell me, tell me...

So tell me which way to go..."

We finished the song in perfect harmony.

"That was great!"

I smiled back. "It is, our voices blend so well together!"

* * * * *

"Minnie!"