End of an Era

3

Am I a fucking whore?

I asked myself, looking at Ashton sing this song in this weird place where they do karaoke on Friday's. 

I like him but I love her , when she wore my headphones put her head in my leg at some point . Invited me to ice skate.

But he reminds me of him, he makes me feel whole but also fear of what is going to happen. Our walk home he held my hand and hummed to the song , I kept looking at him , he's taller than me. He has curly hair kinda , he's built and let's me wear his hoodie already.

We made out in this coffee shop he likes and he bought me a hot coco with marshmallows inside and a cookie. We cuddled on the couch and talked , we made out abit he found my weak spots quickly he figured I was a bottom , I told him about my ex. He got mad and upset because he was confused how he could leave me like that how he left and i quote "an amazing girl like me". He dropped me off the corner and I hugged him for a really long time. He made me feel complete

She makes me feel good and complete and full. Like she knows I'm a good person.

What do I do?