I've been strong, I been bold.
I wasn't scared.
Yet I wasn't afraid.
Never did I noticed
nor you did .
We were just hanging on the edges. You were there ,
with your "so called bestfriend".
With no tension.
For the past days, I grew up knowing the new facts that could change a person so differently.
This class wasn't the "so called class" I wanted.
I realized I missed everyone.
Our old class, our old
friendship, our classmates.
Now that everything faded away.
Not this seems like it.
I miss him. I miss you both.
I miss everybody.
I feel like I've lost myself, in
a world of selfish.
Everybody here, I'm surrounded
by the people who
talk to me for something.
I have no clue, who's right
Or who's wrong .
They all make me feel
different.
Like I don't belong there.
Evenly that one person I trusted
Is the one whom I don't trust the most.
Every body including me
has changed.
I want to go somewhere.
Somewhere far away,
Far away from this sh*t.
I don't wanna get involved.
Yet then later
I get to know I'm the one
who is a topic.
One day they cling onto me,
Yet the second day avoid me.
Now I feel like there's nobody
to trust.
Not even boys , I can trust none.
I wish it was better.
I wish I wasn't treated like this.
I wish I could change time.
I wish I could just meet him.
Now that everything's gone .
What should I do?
Live the present?
Or stay at the past?
