Disoriented, Vicious And Desperate Thoughts

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They said don't loose yourself.
I laughed and whispered 'Where where you when I needed those 3 words from your mouth?'
I went on and said, 'I already lost myself,your too late.'

They said, 'Don't waste your time on rubbish and stupid things! Talk about important things like your studies and school.'
I asked weakly, 'What is the rubbish? What rubbish am I talking about?'
They replied, 'This. Your stupid sleeping problems and lying that this is going on for years and accusing us of not acknowledging it. You are just overreacting and purposefully staying up late for months.'
I stared at them, until they left, startled, broke, shattered.