What the Quiet Girl has to Say

Am I scamming my friends?

I received a message

it was from one of my very close friends

it was out of nowhere

She texted 'how's life going?'

to me I was happy

someone actually wants to know how I'm doing

little did she knew I was having a rough time with myself

it made me feel happy and thrilled that someone actually asked me how I was doing

I realized a little "how are you doing?" can really mean a lot to someone.

I got inspired to try that with someone

just a little "how are you doing?"

because you don't know if they maybe bruising and hurting

And just asking about how their life is doing can really mean so much to them.

After I received that text from my friend, a day later I got a call.

It was my friend again

She passed the phone to her mom and her mom was talking to me about a company

Fast forward

I ended up signing with this company after hearing all it has to offer

little did I knew..

I should've knew

it wasn't put out how I thought

The company needed recruiters so they could make money

my friend worked in this company so I am basically helping her by being one of her recruiters

I thought now that it wasn't genuine

the conversation of "how's my life doing?"

She didn't really care and if she did there was something attached

this made me think everything was a scam

Now since I'm in the business I too have to recruit 3 people

I had to call up all my friends

I had to recruit them to this company so it'll help me get a bonus $ and promotion

I had to call friends I hadn't call since high school graduation which was 4 months ago

I have to try and recruit them the same way my friend did me

I love my friends and will never mean to hurt them

I feel as though I may

or maybe I won't (hopefully)

I still trust my close friend who signed me up and her mentor (which is now my mentor as well)

I mostly trust God

My friend and mentor wasn't the only reason of my choice

Anyhow, I called Sarah one of my friends that I'm trying to recruit

she sounded so happy that I called her

Now I wished that I was actually genuinely checking up on her instead of calling to recruit

I called about the recruit and her whole mood change

it wasn't as happy as it was before

what i'm saying is

Am I scamming my friends?

Hey this is Jess,

               If you guys are in a position that maybe seems uncomfortable or unfamiliar my best advice and only real advice is to pray. This issue is happening to me now and I don't necessarily understand why is it. One thing I know I have to trust God. I may not know what the outcome will be or which else way my path will lead,  but I have to trust God. My trust with my mentor currently is wobbling to tell the truth. My trust with God has to remain. I prayed that God hold my hand and walk me in the right path/ the path that he has for me that I can't see for myself. Life may seem like it's not going your way or maybe things aren't working out how you would've like, but I have to tell myself now to don't be discourage and continue on praying and asking. That's just a talk from me.

Update* ~ Hi, this is Jessica. After reading this back I just wanted to let you guys know that I'm no longer in the company anymore. As it went on I knew it wasn't for me. Like I said always pray because your prayers will get answered. I didn't know if I would stay or continue but I just asked God to guide me in the right direction. I'm still friend with my friend and her family. I'm just not in the company anymore. But I love them and always will. That was my short little update 💗
-Jess

Stay bless and remain loving.
And always pray