"You like her."
"What?" I heard her say. Her voice was barely a whisper. So small and fragile like it wasn't hers. Not from the Jennie I know.
I looked at her in the eyes and smiled, "You've always liked her."
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Warning: Complete angst. Emotional...
"Where is s-" I shake my head and slowly put the spoon down. "I did something stupid."
Jisoo immediately looked up and her eyes shone for a moment as if expecting that I did in fact do something stupid. "Yeah?"
I looked at her, puzzled before nodding my head. "Yes."
"Tell us." She urged but suddenly Chaeng sighed and spoke.
"Unnie, what differ-"
Jisoo looked at her and smiled, a forced one, I think. "Shh. Trust me."
I looked at them funny, trying to decipher what they meant but they didn't say anything instead, they just looked at me expectedly.
"Come on, tell us."
I nodded, "I said, I did something stupid."
"We know but please, elaborate."
I pinched the bridge of my nose and exhaled, "Some parts are still messy, as I was too drunk to think straight, and I guess it was because of that."
I gulped before continuing, "I remember so much yet so little. I remember her asking for me to get up, her accompanying me, her removing hair from my face."
As I glanced at them, they have this small smile on their faces, gone was the gloomy mood I witnessed awhile ago, especially from Chaeng.
"And then, when we were inside my room, I thought I was dreaming. I thought Lisa hasn't returned yet and when I smelt her perfume, I immediately hugged her and said some things and then..."
"And then, what?"
"And- and then, I kissed her. I think. I don't know anymore..."
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I heard their gasps and they both looked at each other. "Oh... wow."
Jisoo was grinning and Chaeyoung looked flabbergasted.
I glanced at the clock and saw that it was almost 10 in the morning. "Where is she? Is she still sleeping?" I asked both of them and their moods seemed to plummet from a 100 to 0.
"See. I told you, unnie it wouldn't change a thing." Chaeyoung whispered at her but I still heard it.
"Change what?" I asked which kinda surprised both.
Their eyes became sad as they looked at Lisa's door. "Jennie..."
"What? Change what?" Agitation and a sudden unexplainable fear seeped in my heart as I wait for their answer.
It won't change what?
"Lisa-" Chaeng started but couldn't finish her sentence as she started to tear up.
Jisoo stepped in and gave me a small smile. "Don't you remember anything before you entered your room last night?"
I nodded, "I do. I remember the first part of the conversation where she said..."
