I felt a pang real deep beneath my chest and my throat tighten but I kept complete quite . I had no reason to feel a way we weren't together. We never were.
Situationships suck.
"Hey" I smiled small walking out my room to see my little sister who didn't even acknowledge my presence or what I just said.
He posted her and was with her all along while I was his little toy. Was I that easy to fool? How did I not notice. He never liked you, you were delusional.
Did I over see or over think his actions ?
I grabbed the controller flipping through channels hoping to find a distraction. I was getting irritated with Netflix because there was literally nothing new and interesting. Always the same damn things.
"Hey Fenix coming over and we gonna be in the living room" Twan said looking at me and at the door that led out the living room back and fourth.
"Yeah that's nice" I said loosing eye contact and finally deciding on a show that was just there.
"Its suppose to be our bro night so you not invited so please leave" he groaned and I continued to watch the show as if he wasn't there.
"Go somewhere else then this my house too" I replied shortly
"Ugh fucking bitch" he mumbled
I felt my sadness turn into anger and I looked him over feeling my body shake. He seemed unphased by my glare until I stood up.
"Disrespectful cunt" right when I was going to reach for him my body was pulled back.
"Hey hey what's going on here" Fenix put me behind his back out of reach for Twan
"She's being a little b-"
"C'mon man don't" Fenix sighed
"Don't talk to her like that that's yo sis if you ain't want no one to call her that ever you shouldn't either" he shook his head and Twan rolled his eyes sighing
"So what we finna do" he asked throwing himself in our couch
"Whatcha wanna do" Twan said sitting beside him.
"Hey I was watching that !" I yelled snatching the controller. I just wanted to pick a fight at this point.
"Ima guest bucky" he smirked, little bastard
"I don't have buck teeth anymore jokes on you" I smiled big
"Barely going away" he pointed out laughing
"Yeah with yo fence" Twan added on, I almost forgot he was there
"Assholes" I yelled getting up and they both bursted out laughing and I rushed out the room.
I actually liked when we would all tease each other so I wasn't actually hurt just today I wasn't so up for it like other days. I went back on the Snapchat app and hovered over his story
I pressed it
And
Pressed it
Overplayed the video feeling bitter inside.
"Can you get us some waters" Twan yelled from the other room and I got out my trance getting them.
"Here" I threw them on the bed
"How's Jayla" Twan asked
Why did he care for her ? She had a whole ass boyfriend so Lord knows what he was up to, what they were up to. Tray didn't play when it came to her and we all knew this.
"With a boyfriend" I replied with a smug look
"Duh but her like in general" Fenix continued
"Fine why" I frowned sitting down on my brother bed.
"Fenix got some shit to show youuu" Twan through himself back cracking up
"Huh"
I than read over how she kept flirting with Fenix and how she'd leave Tray for him any day. Disgusting. How can you cheat ?
Me and her used to be friends but we fell off, didn't know she was like this though.
"Fenni, Tray don't play that shit" I sigh
"He always got a 38' round his waist" I reminded him
"Not my fault his girl want me" he put his hands up in a defensive way.
"Fuck allat don't worry bout Fenix we got that nigga any day" Twan laughed dapping up Fenix
"For real don't trip bucky" Fenix nudged me
I thought saying his childhood nickname would show I'm saying this out of love but no. They both knew Tray was crazy why mess with his most prized possession. Don't play with a guy girl!
"C'mon what a small ass revolver finna do" he asked crossing his arms raising a arm
"Kill you" I said in a matter fact way.
"It smells like weed and piss do something about this room" I pinched the bridge of my nose leaving them and their dumbass thoughts there
I took a warm shower and went straight to bed that night.
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I'll stop disappointing y'all and continue with these books, my bad for this super long vacation
