Phoenix Series #5: My Fight For Love(COMPLETED)

Chapter 17

He chuckled and pressed me harder on his body.

"I can't get enough of you." Pag-amin nito.

"Hindi ka kaya magsasawa sa'kin?" Tanong ko.

Mabilis itong umiling.

"Hinding-hindi." Kaagad na tugon nito at hinalikan ang tungki ng ilong ko.

Ngumiti ako at hinalikan ko ito sa mga labi na kaagad naman nitong pinalalim. His hand caressed my body until it reached my breast. Napaungol ako nang mahina nito iyong pinisil.

"I want to make love to you but I know that you're still sore down there so yeah, I have to hold back myself for now." He murmured after he pulled away from our kiss.

I smiled at him. Marunong naman pala itong magpigil and I admire him for that. Inayos nito ang puwesto ko at maayos akong pinahiga sa tabi nito. Hindi pa ito nakuntento at pinaunan pa ako sa bisig nito.

Nakipagtitigan lang ako dito at nilaro-laro ang malambot na labi nito gamit ang hintuturo ko.

"Jastin." Untag ko dito.

"Hmm?"

"Do you mind if I ask you something?"

He look at me and nodded.

"Spill it." He said.

"Y-You have BDSM, right? You said you're rough on bed. You love to hurt your woman on bed. Why didn't you do that to me?"

He look at me and smiled.

"I don't know. And it's my first time, though. You know, being a gentleman on bed is not my cup of tea. I love hurting my woman but not you. Iba ka sa kanila, Krystal." Anito at hinaplos ang buhok ko.

Tila natunaw ang puso ko sa sinabi nito. He made me feel like I am the most special woman in his life.

"But you tied me last time. Remember? Noong nasa Palawan tayo."

Tumango ito.

"I just want to scare you that time." He said.

"Why?"

"Because you were so persistent to give yourself to me and I don't like that. Ayokong ibaba mo ang pagkababae mo para lang sa akin o kahit sa kanino man. You have to know your worth, Krystal. You're a special woman and you have to be treated like a queen." Napasimangot ako sa sinabi nito.

"But you keep pushing me away. You didn't treat me like a-"

"And I'm sorry for that." Anito at masuyo akong hinalikan sa noo. "I'm sorry, okay? I'll make it up to you." He murmured and kiss me on the lips.

Napatitig ako dito. Gusto kong malaman ang rason nito kung bakit tinutulak ako nito papalayo noon. Gusto ko itong tanungin pero naisip ko na hindi na iyon mahalaga. Ang importante ay ang ngayon.

"Sabi nila, a person with a BDSM has a deeper reason behind it. Ano ang rason bakit ka nagkakaganyan? Did someone broke your heart? Or are you sexually abused? But that's impossible because you're a guy though guys can be sexually abuse too in this society. Are you in great pain in the past and-" Natigil ako sa pagsasalita nang maramdamang kumuyom ang mga kamao nito at nakitang nagtagis ang mga bagang nito.

At kung nakakasunog lang ang mga nagbabagang mga mata nito ay kanina pa ako natupok ng apoy.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't ask that." Naikagat ko ang ibabang labi.

Mariin itong pumikit na tila pinapakalma ang sarili. At nang magmulat ito ng mga mata ay wala na iyong emosyon.

"Someone was raped right in front of me. She was tied and beat up again and again for almost one month. And that time, I couldn't do anything to help her. Namatay siya ng walang kalaban-laban." I was shock and I couldn't speak of what I heard from him.