pick me. kim yohan

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isabelle 🌻 @aringarden
📍hankook hospital

     replying to @aringarden
miny @minyoungkim
why are you there???

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y_haa.n
active 2 hours ago

i know you told me you wont be going online as much as you usually do, and i dont even know if you end up reading this message

but i just had to tell you

im surprised

i didnt expect to see you today

especially in the hospital

im worried about you, yohyoh

y_haa.n is now online

arinie

dont be worried about me, im okay

and im just as surprised as you, i didnt expect to see you there in the hospital too

come to think of it, why are you there?

are you sick or injured somewhere?

are you okay?

yoh, can you please stop thinking about me and worry about yourself more?

being selfless is nice, and i admire you a lot for that, but please love and care for yourself more

because you wont be able to love others if you're not in the right state

same as how you cant fix others if you yourself is broken

okayyy

but please answer my question too

why are you at the hospital?

i'll be honest to you

my mom sent me there because i ALMOST fainted again, ALMOST

but i'm alright now, i managed to go home by myself and i already took medications

so dont worry about me, okay?

how can i not worry?

im fine

you're the one who isnt, so please

i know that

but i cant help it

so even if you dont want me worrying about you, that's impossible, because that's part of who i am

i'll always care and worry for you

damn you, kim yohan

i feel like crying now

what did i do to deserve someone like you?