Chapter 8. "First time."

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Grayson's POV-

          I'm hard right now and very embarrassed to be carried past these people. I hope they can't see my problem....that would be so awkward. I bet I'm not the only one with an erection though. I can't be. The show was pretty intense. I don't know if it was the show or Ethan that made me so hot. Probably both. I feel my face heat up as we pass a few more people. We get to the doors and he pushes them open.
*Squinting*
I am blinded by the light outside. Looking around I realize that It's probably around 7:00 pm now. I can tell because it's golden hour and the sky looks beautiful. Snapping back to my reality I realize that Ethan's already put me in the car and buckled my seatbelt for me. He's a real gentleman. I watch him as he gets in the car and starts it. He pulls out of the lot and we begin the agonizing drive home. I'm still hard and by the looks of it so is he. Suddenly I feel his hand gripping my thigh causing me to start squirming in my seat. My head can't help but drift to dirty thoughts right now. What will those hands be doing to me later? I tell him,
   "E, please. You gotta drive faster."
He looks at me with dark eyes and speeds up. Soon we are passing people right and left. We are about halfway there now. Out of nowhere he squeezes my thigh hard and asks me in a deep voice,
   "What can I do to you? We haven't even talked about our first scene yet."
He can do whatever he wants to me. I just want him. I look over at him,
   "Anything you want and if I don't like it you know I would tell you."
He looks at me, smiles, and says,
   "I'm going to take good care of you tonight princess."
I know he will. I blush and look out the window. My heart starts to race. I've never actually had sex before. Basically I've just been waiting for someone to come along that I really liked before having sex. I like connections, not just random hook ups. Sex feels way more intense and spiritual to me. It's not like people didn't ever try to get with me. I just never had sex with anyone. It didn't feel right with them but for some reason it feels right with Ethan. I like how he makes me feel. Like we are 2 pieces to a puzzle. He also makes me feel protected. I suddenly realize that we are at the front gate. Finally. He buzzes us in and the gates open. We get to the house and he parks his car quickly and is jumping out to get me. He opens the door and picks me up bridal style and I let out a,
*Laugh.*
   "Babe, really."
I swear he forgets that I can walk. He cracks that perfect smile and tells me,
   "I'm just trying to make our First time together special."
*Laughing.*
Fuck he's to cute. He doesn't know that it's going to be my first time ever. Period. I'll tell him later. I find myself staring intensely at him while he laughs. I could honestly stare at him all day. I break out of my trance when I hear him say,
   "No one is home. This is too perfect."
Thank god because I just met a few people in this house and now I don't have to worry about anyone hearing anything. That would be awkward and I don't like awkward. He pushes the door open and practically runs us up the stairs. We make it to the room and he drops me on the bed. I bounce a bit from the throw. I look up and he tells me to,
   "Stay here."
I watch him walk out of the room. Where is he going? More importantly what is he getting? I feel myself get hard just thinking about that. I never knew I was such a freak until I met Ethan. He just brings it out of me. He walks back into the room and my eyes go straight to his hands. He is holding a lot of candles and a pair of handcuffs. He grabs a lighter from off his dresser and lights up the candles. He places them evenly all around the room. This is so soft. Leaning up on my elbows I smile and tell him,
   "I didn't know you were a romantic. I like it."
He shuts off the lights and makes his way over to me. He wastes no time. He strips down to his boxers quickly. I watch him with dark eyes. The way his muscles flex. It should be a sin. Suddenly his hands find the hem of my shirt and before I know it, it's being pulled over my head. I look up at him with wide eyes and disheveled hair.
*Sigh.*
   "You are so beautiful."
I blush and thank him quietly. He unbuttons my pants and unzips them. I feel them slide off my thighs and down my legs. He discards them and then places his warm hands on my hips. He picks me up and repositions me to the middle of his bed. My boxers are being ripped off. My hard erection hits the cold air and I,
*Groan.*
He grabs my face in one hand and kisses me. His lips are so rough. The kiss feels so needy. He pulls away from me and I frown at him. I want him to kiss me again. Suddenly I feel his hand on my neck. He turns my head slightly and kisses my neck a few times then his lips travel down to my collar bone. I feel him suck a new bruise there. He slowly kisses his way down my neck to my hard nipples. Oh fuck. Please don't do it. I hope he doesn't. It's too much for me. I like it but it is such a sensitive spot. Suddenly I feel his tongue swirl around one of my perky pink nipples. His lips latch around it and he sucks lightly causing me to squirm all over. I grip his biceps as he goes to the other one and nips at it. I let out a quiet,
*Whimper.*
I am so hard it hurts. I feel him stop suddenly and all too soon I feel his warm mouth sliding down on my cock. I throw my head back onto the soft mattress and let out a loud,
*Moan.*
   "Ethan!"
He continues sucking me off. A few minutes go by and I start shaking. I manage to get out,
   "I'm going to cum."
He pulls off suddenly. No! Why did he do that? He leans up and grabs me. He flips me on my stomach easily. He's so strong. My aching erection is now pressed flat against my stomach. I feel his hands on each side of my ass. He squeezes my ass a few times then pulls my cheeks apart slightly. Blushing, I feel his tongue licking my hole. This feels different. I say in a quiet voice,
   "E."
He shoves his tongue all the way in quickly and moves it around inside of me. I let out a,
*Whimper.*
Before I can even process what's going on he kisses my wet hole and growls out,
   "Get on your knees."
I scramble to get on my knees as quickly as possible wanting to please him. I even find myself arching my ass up high in the air all for him and I let my chest rest on his soft silk sheets. I can hear him sucking on something. I look back to see him sucking on his fingers. Okay it's happening now. I calm my breathing and lay my head back down on the bed. I feel him place his hand on the small of my back and I feel the tip of his finger at my hole. He pushes in slowly. This doesn't feel so bad. In and out. Over and over. He slides another finger in suddenly causing me to let out a,
*Wine.*
I wasn't expecting that. It hurts but it's not unbearable. He slides them in and out slowly and I feel my insides clench up from the invasion. I hear his voice from behind me,
   "Your so tight, baby. Relax. I'll go slow."
That reminds me. Should I tell him now? It shouldn't matter. I decide to tell him and say,
   "I am sorry I didn't tell you this earlier. I didn't want it to change anything between us but this is my First time."
He is quiet for a long time. Still sliding his 2 fingers in and out slowly. Just when it starts to feel good I have to ruin the moment. Damn it. I feel my face and neck go beat red so I hide my face in my arms. He grabs the back of my neck and turns my blushing face sideways so I'm looking him in the eyes,
   "Grayson, you didn't ruin anything. It's okay. I'm beyond happy to be your first. I'm going to make this really good for you."
I nod and turn my head back. Moments later he slides a third finger in.
*Groan.*
That kind of hurt but at least he's going slow.
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