I've changed. Sort of.

Part 5

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Jungkook was in bed going through his phone for the 100th time. There were plenty of girls or guys he could have called up to be his spring break fling, but he just couldn't anymore. His mind was filled with Taehyung and no fling was going to fill up that void. Just then he heard a soft knock on his door.

"Who is it?", Jungkook ask but no one answered so he gets up and opens the door. It was Taehyung, in a flowy, almost see through white top and some sleeping shorts that were so baggy they were barely hanging off his waist.

"Tae....."

"C-can we talk? Please?" Taehyung says shyly

"Um. yeah. Of course. Come in", Jungkook opens the door wide and let him in.

"Jungkook. I...I'm just gonna say it out, because if not i'll just bitch out and...and mess things up"

"What is it?", Jungkook says stepping closer to Taehyung, who smelled of fresh soap and perfume. His hair was still wet from the shower, making him look even more vulnerable.

"You were right. I do have feelings for you. I'm not sure if its the kind of love you have for me or that i use to have for you....but even still....i have them. And i....i want ..."

"Yes?" Jungkook says stepping up even closer, lifting Taehyung's chin up so he was looking at him in the eyes.

"I want....i want", Taehyung's eyes was brimming with tears. Jungkook kisses them away softly and pulls Taehyung into his arms.

"Its ok. Take your time. You don't have to say everything if its too hard for you"

"No Kookie...", Taehyung moves a bit away so he can look at Jungkook directly, " I want.. You. I want all of you. I want to be consumed by you and it scares the shit out of me. Because i'm honestly still so afraid that you'll hurt me again."

"Baby no. no. i....i could never. There's never a day that i don't regret hurting you the way i did. I was a stupid-stupid jock, who thought that being popular and being liked was so important. But then you came into my life. You had became someone even more important than anything anyone could have offered me. I'm so sorry baby. I love you, and if i was given another chance...i'd rather die than hurt you in anyway ever again. I just want to see you smile, your cute little boxy smile".

Taehyung was sobbing now, hearing all of Jungkooks words really did break him down. He pulled Jungkook in for a kiss. And they kissed through the tears, holding each other as if they were holding on to their very lives. The kiss became hot and needy as they both stumbles a bit and Jungkook picks Taehyung up and sits him on his computer desk.

"Jungkook....i..i want you...now", Taehyung says in his deep breathy voice. Jungkook nodded as he trail kisses down Taehyung's neck and collarbone, slowly taking off Taehyung's shirt. He stood there for a moment in awe of the boy's smooth skin and finds a small love marked left by Minjae. He touches it and frowns.

"Kookie....", Taehyung pulls him back in, "I'm sorry....its just....."

"Shhh. not now. I understand. Lets talk about that later", Jungkook says and Taehyung nodded and moans as Jungkook bites and sucks over the old marks, claiming back what is his.

Jungkook moves his hands in between Taehyung's inner thighs and sliters his way into the shorts to find Taehyung's very hard member. He gives it a few strokes as Taehyung throws his head back with pleasure. The gesture was so simple, yet because of all the holding back they've done for months, it made the sexual tension between them agganizing.

"hmmmKookie. I... i want it sucked. Please. Suck me", Taehyung begged.

Jungkook smirked as he complied. He easily pulls the shorts off of Taehyung, making him fully naked on the desk. Taehyung's dick was standing tall and he was stroking it as Jungkook carefully kisses every inch of Taehyung, except for his throbbing cock.