I've changed. Sort of.

Part 5

"Yeah. if he could remember their names", Taehyung said bitterly.

"Yeah well maybe its because there's only one name that matters", Jungkook fired back.

"Well mayyybe he or she don't give a damn", Taehyung says, stabbing the meatball on his plate.

"WELL maybE HE is in denial", Jungkook glares.

"WEll-" Taehyung stops when Jimin made a fake cough.

"Yeah. maybe you both are idiots", Yoongi says reaching for more garlic bread.

"Um...am i missing something here?" Minjae says, totally oblivious to the whole thing.

"No. its fine. You're right MINJAE. I have plenty of people to bring. I guess this group trip is on. Who knows. Maybe I'll leave there TAKEN too. Excuse me while i go through my contacts", Jungkook says taking his plate to his room.

Taehyung sat there pouting then got up too, "I just remembered i have to head to the art studio today to do something before the break. I'll see you guys later. Bye Minjae", Taehyung lightly pecks Minjae on the cheeks and left as well.

The awkward silence stayed once the two cleared out.

"So.....more spaghetti anyone?", Jimin asks dryly.

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That night when Taehyung got home, Jimin had waited up for him in his room.

"Well, you're not my boyfriend", Taehyung says jumping in bed right next to the smaller male.

"Hm yeah i told him to go home because me and you had plans"

"We do?"

"No. but we do now. I think we need to talk Tae. Whats going on with you and Jungkook? Minjae maybe stupid, but Yoongi and I see right through you guys"

"N-nothing. I don't know what you're talking about"

"Kim Taehyung. If you don't stop lying to me I'm gonna leak that photo of you sucking on a chocolate candy shaped dick at that one stripclub we went to".

"YOU. WOULDN'T"

"Oh you bet your tight ass i would", Jimin says threateningly.

"I hate you"

"SPILL. NOW", Jimin eyed him dangerously.

"Ok. ok fine. I don't know. Jungkook basically admits that he still loves me. And i... well i... maybe feel something too. Its just i can't get over what he did, you know? And how could i trust him? And then theres Minjae. Who is the sweetest and i promised him a real chance. Everything is just very complicated right now".

"Tae, sweetie, you have to face your feelings. Truth is, even i can see that you still love Jungkook. Yes, what he did was wrong but it was so long ago and he paid for it. He tortured himself because of his guilt. In the end, if you keep this up, all three of you will be hurt"

"But......I just don't know. Im afraid of being weak again. Jungkook....he makes me weak Jimin. Every time we're together more and more, i could feel myself reverting back to that soft idiot who was played".

"Yeah, thats how you feel when you're with someone you love. You have changed Tae. Maybe not in the way that you try to play off and show everyone, but you are stronger. And Jungkook is wiser. If you don't give you both a chance, I'm afraid you'll regret it once this moment passes"

"What about Minjae? I mean...i can't..."

"I dont know Tae. But if i were you, i'd figure all this out soon Before it gets worse".