I've changed. Sort of.

Part 5

"Yeah. I kinda heard him yell out that you're his boyfriend now. I guess you caved in huh? Too bad its only because you feel guilty".

"Jungkook! That is not why i said yes. You don't know shit".

"Right. Did i not tell you, you still suck at lying? Like how you lied about being over me. About how you changed. No. All you did was cover up the truth Taehyung. I don't understand why WE can't be together when you clearly still love me as much as i love you".

"Jungkook. I'm gonna pretend you're drunk off of that bottle of wine too because you're clearly being delusional. We've been getting along well and if you keep talking like that....i don't think its gonna stay that way".

"Does it look like i give a fuck Tae? I try to sleep around to feel something other than everything i feel for you ever since i saw you again. But i can't! you're every part of me. And yet, here we are wasting our time. You being with some guy you don't even love and I'm the idiot who keeps losing you over and over again", Jungkook was now off the sofa and corners Taehyung against the wall.

"Jungkook....", Taehyung couldn't help but shiver as Jungkook presses himself against Taehyung's body. They both looked at each other, tasting each other's breath, inches away from each other's lips. Taehyung could almost taste the sweet bitter red wine, stained on Jungkook's lips. He could feel Jungkook's firm hands pulling him in by the waist. But then Jungkook just stops and steps away, making Taehyung feel like falling from a cloud.

"No. not like this. I want you but not while you're in denial. Not while you're somebody else's boyfriend. I'm sorry about this. Just....just forget i said anything", Jungkook slowly retrieved back into his room, while Taehyung was still standing there against the wall trying to catch his breath.

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The next couple of weeks went by very hard for Jungkook. Seeing the new couple happily coming and going from the apartment was irritating. Everytime him and Taehyung would share a look and Jungkook would think maybe Tae has finally come to his senses, the other would just pretend like nothing happened.

Finally it was about to be spring break and they all had a week off from school. Jungkook's plan was to just spend his time alone in his family's beach house in Busan. Only, apparently, his brother had the same idea. They were all having dinner together when-

"So I was thinking. Lets all go to our family beach house. Jungkook already asked our parents and they said ok. What do you guys think?"

"UM. how about no? I thought you and Jimin was suppose to go to Japan for disneyland. Besides, i asked mom and dad for ME. I wanted a little ME get away. You know singular. NOT plural", Jungkook huffed.

"Oh come one bro. Don't be selfish. Besides, Japan isn't happening because Jimin here said it wouldn't be fun unless Taehyung was there-"

"And Taehyung is a broke bitch who don't wanna go", Jimin says rolling his eyes.

"Ok first off, I'm not broke. Just saving for my senior project. ALSO, Minjae here didn't get his passport renewed. I can't spend spring break without my boyfriend".

Minjae cheeses and kisses Taehyung on the cheeks as Jungkook rolls his eyes.

"Sounds like a personal problem", Jungkook mutters under his breath which Jimin heard and kicked him under the table.

"What? I planned the beach house for myself, and now you want me to be a 5th wheel? Hell no", Jungkook said stuffing himself with more spaghetti.

"But i heard you had lots of females all over you", Minjae smirked and it was Taehyung's turn to roll his eyes.