I've changed. Sort of.

Part 3

"Fuck you're still so beautiful. Tae fuck i missed you. You're driving me insane, you know that?", Jungkook grunts as Taehyung unzips his pants and pulls out his dick, stroking it as he nibbles on his chest.

"Fuck me Kook. Now" Taehyung plead with lustful eyes, moaning when Jungkook lays him down and spreads his legs apart. Jungkook pulls out the lube getting ready to prep his fingers but Taehyung shakes his head.

"No. Don't prep me. I wanna feel it all. Please", He says in his whiney voice.

"But it'll hurt baby. I don't wanna hurt you"

Taehyung starts stroking Jungkook's length, "But thats how i like it", Taehyung says whispering in his ear and biting down hard making Jungkook's head spin with the pleasure from the strokes and pain from his ear. It was turning him on bad. This was a side of Taehyung that Jungkook never saw. When they fucked for the first time back then, Taehyung was clumsy, innocent, and shy. This raw side of Taehyung was gonna be the death of Jungkook, and he knew it.

"Ah fuck baby, ok. Anything you want Mmmmmfuck".

Jungkook slicked his dick up with the lube and lines it up and Taehyung who was already stroking his own dick looks at him with so much darkness and lust. Jungkook Pushes in, feeling the tightness stinging his own dick, but it was hot, and heavy with pleasure he never experience before. Sure he fucked here and there while studying abroad, but never rough sex, it was always the casual kind of sex. But somehow he knew, with Taehyung it had always been different, even from the start.

Taehyung was biting on a pillow to prevent himself of screaming. The pain level was high but it also made him all the more horny while stroking his now slick cock, wetted with precum. They were both slippery with sweat, as finally Jungkook pushes all the way through, letting them both catch their breaths. Jungkook pulls Taehyung up slightly as he kisses him gently, helping him pump is dick.

"Baby youre doing so well, Your ass is so fucking tight and warm. Fuck look at you, so pretty. You want me to move?"

Taehyung whimpers a yes as Jungkook lays him back down and folds him in half, gripping on to his legs as Jungkook starts a slow pacing. Taehyung's voice hitched as he felt the length go in and out. As more pleasure came in each thrust, jungkook starting going in faster, and Taehyung's moans became louder.

"Harder, fuck me hard gukkie, please", Taehyung begged, drooling from his mouth.

Jungkook didn't answer, but he started pounding into Taehyung's ass, feeling ass cheeks slaps into his thick thighs, took him to another level of horny. He drops his head back, feeling the Taehyung's ass clench everytime he bottoms out and it was driving him mad.

"Tae. fuck. So fucking good. Baby you like me fucking you dirty huh? You want it rough?"

Taehyung nodded eagerly, so Jungkook pulls out as he makes Taehyung flip over on his stomach, pushing his upper body on the floor while his ass arches up on the bed. Jungkook spreads apart his ass cheeks and starts licking the rim, fucking him with his tongue, making Taehyung push his ass up higher in his face. Then with no warning he slides his dick right back in, this time thrusting nonstop.

Taehyung's face was on the cold wooden floor while his arms were to his side, trying to hold himself up. Everytime Jungkook thrusted, he could feel himself struggling to not fall apart. It was painful being fucked like this, but also hot and submissive and he like feeling submissive under Jungkook. He could feel the jungkook's dick throb in his ass, stretching it out so good, as his eyes rolled back and his moans because more lewd.

"I...im gonna come gukkie...hmmmfuck.. Im gonna-"

"Hold it baby. Not yet. Not before me ok?"

Taehyung nodded, as Jungkook finally slows down, and went into a more steady pace while rolling his body. He hunches over and starts stroking Taehyung's dick as well. The difference in sensation sent chills down Taehyung's spin. His prostate was getting hit each time, but it was a different kind of fucking. It was caring and passionate. Jungkook squeezes his ass as he quickens just a bit more then cumming all over Taehyung's back side, letting the milky whites drip down his ass to his back. Taehyung came right after all in Jungkook's hands. He continues to stroke until Taehyung completely buckles on the floor. Jungkook climbs down and picks him up, carrying him to the bed. He cleaned them both up and laid next to Taehyung, holding him tightly from behind, kissing his neck and shoulders.

"Baby i missed you. So much", Jungkook said softly against his skin, " I know its been years but, i never once stopped thinking about you, or stopped....loving you.

Taehyung remained quiet, not exactly sure of what to say. Because to him this was just another fuck, another typical night. It could have been with anybody. He never makes love with anyone, beside his first time with Jungkook. And while for the most part, all they did was fuck, at the end....Jungkook was gentle...he was making love to Taehyung. And it was nice, it made Taehyung feel warm, which was annoying because there's no way in hell was he gonna have anything else to do with Jungkook.

So he sits up and gather his clothes. Jungkook looks at him confused.

"W-what are you doing? You can sleep in here, you don't have to leave", there it was again, Jungkook's round doe eyes, and Taehyung hated it.

"Look. the sex was nice, but i think you misunderstood somethings. All this? Its just sex to me. I still very much want nothing to do with you".

"What?! How is this was just sex to you? So you're telling me, you felt nothing? Absolutely nothing?"

"Besides my ass feeling good and now sore as fuck? No Jungkook. Thats what i've been trying to tell you. This? You? The past? Means nothing to me. I had a few drinks and you slammed me against the wall. Its kind of my kink. End of story"

"Taehyung you do realize you make so fucking sense. You hate me, but you fucked me just now. Stop denying that after all these years, you're still caught up in this as much as i am!"

"No! You stop denying that I HAVE CHANGED. Im not some loser who fell for your tricks. You taught me to never wear my heart on my sleeve, well guess what? I don't have a heart anymore. If you heard the rumors about me then, let me confirm it. They're all true. I don't do relationships and i don't do love. To get involved with me, is at the other person's own risks. If it wasn't you tonight it probably would have been Jihoon, or I could have called my other guys. So get over yourself Jungkook".

Jungkook remained silent as Taehyung puts back on his clothes. Right before he was about to unlock the door to leave he almost thought he heard Jungkook sob, "....You called me gukkie"

"What?", Taehyung said, turning around.

"why did you call me gukkie if you i meant nothing to you? That was your nickname to me"

It was Taehyung's turn to get quiet. He stood there a moment longer, watching as tears streams down Jungkook's face. For a moment it pained him to see the boy that way, but then he opened the door and left anyway.