My own world (Jason McCan FanFic)

Chapter 31 'promise'

Jason didnt look at me, not a single bit which im grateful for

My body dried, the car was heated pretty well, i felt so uncomfortable being naked, we finally arrived, he parked in the garage, he looked at me but in the eye, "here" he whispered and took off his jacket, i put it on, he got outside the car and took off his sweat pants, he gave it to me and i slipped it on, "thank you" i whispered, he nodded and opened the door, i kept wiping away the small tears running down my cheeks, he took my hand and walked upstairs to my room,

We got inside the bathroom, i probably looked like shit, my mascara is probably ruined, and looked like s hit, he took off his jacket off my body slowly, then he took off his sweatpants off my body,

He looked at the bath tub, he filled it with hot water, "come on, lay down" he whispered, i did what was i told feeling relaxed,

"What happened?" He asked while putting water on my hair, "i dont know" i whispered, he took a deep breath,

"What happened yesterday?" I asked, "what do you mean?" He asked, "after i gave you his email, what happened?" I asked, "minutes later, he came and u were on his side, he said that you two will go to his mansion, and then u guys went off" he said,

"I dont remember what happened yesterday Jason, i went downstairs after i gave u his email, he gave mea glass of wine, i took a sip. That's the only thing i remember" i whispered, he applied shampoo on my hair and massaged my head slowly, damn i love him

"Then i woke up this morning feeling numb and my head was hurting like a b itch, i was naked so was Max, he told me we had s ex and we got into an argument, and yea" i said, jason's eyes were full of hurt, "you dont remember? Having s ex with him?" He whispered, i shook my head, he sighed and washed my hair, "he let you run away like this?" He asked mentioning on my body, "well, i kicked him and ran away" i said, "what? Thats such a f uck up" he whispered, "anna, he'll come and-" he took a deep breath, "WHY DID YOU KICK HIM?" He screamed, "he was going to punch me! Should i stand still and let him??" I asked, he took a deep breath, "you complete bathing, im going" he whispered and got up, he left me.

I couldnt help but let my tears fall freely,

I f ucked up, im the one who needs to be blamed on.

Maybe if i ended my life, it would be better. I took a deep breath and looked at the water surrounding me,

I put my head inside it, i kept closing my eyes tightly, i couldnt breathe, and the oxygen was getting low.

The pain will end

My life wont be complicated anymore,

Jason's POV

Why the hell she kicked him?what if he came and took her away? What if he kills her? Or abuse her? I cant bare the thought of anna getting hurt. Anna

God, i need to go back to her,

I took a deep breath and knocked on the door, no answer. I shrugged and got inside the bathroom,

I looked at anna who was inside the bath tub, she looks unconscious, i gulped and ran to her, i shook her but her eyes didnt open, i got a towel aside and wrapped it around her, i placed her on the floor, "annabelle!" I screamed shacking her, she wasnt doing any movements, my heart started gunning.

i hurried started doing the CPR while pushing a hand on her chest, "ANNABELLE!!" I screamed her name, my whole world took a crash right now. This is my fault, i let it up

I kept doing the CPR, i felt her move, i backed away while looking at her, she was breathing heavily, i started crying. I saw tears escaped her eyes, i wrapped my arms around her not caring im getting wet, "YOU ARE SO STUPID!! HOW COULD YOU DO THAT??" I screamed at her while pulling her closer "you're so selfish" i whispered and kept crying, why'd she do that? She's not only hurting herself but the people around her,