The Truth Behind His Lies | An Oumasai Fanfiction

(RW) Chapter Two: Crushes

I sighed. "Well, yeah, I did. I mean, you two were so close, before..y'know. I wouldn't be surpised if you were still all over him like..actually nevermind."

I almost said "I wouldn't be surpised if you were all over him like I am."

Real smart Kokichi. Real smart.

Rantaro gave me a confused look. "..Why did you lie about it then?"

I started sweating. "No reason."

Nobody said anything for a few seconds.

Rantaro spoke up. "Wait, Ouma, I have a question."

"What is it now?" I groaned, slightly annoyed by all the questions coming my way.

"Do you..have a crush on Saihara?"

I flinched. "W-what? I..what..?"

"Do you have feelings for Saihara?"

I tried to come of with an excuse, a lie, anything.

Nothing came up.

I guess when it comes to Shuichi, I can't lie about how I feel about him.

No matter how hard you try, you can't run away from love.

There's no reason to lie about it anymore.

I wearily nodded.

"Wow," Kaede murmured. "I expected him to put up more of a fight about it."

I glanced at her. "There would be no point in doing that. It's too obvious," I said as I sat down. "But Saihara would be too dense to notice it."

Kaede giggled. "He is pretty dense."

Rantaro and Kaede sat down next to each other.

Kaede rested her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes.

Seeing that gave me a bittersweet feeling.

I was happy for them, but I was jealous at the same time.

Why couldn't someone love me like that..? Why couldn't he love me like that..?

I shook my head. Now wasn't the time to think about that type of stuff.

I took a sip of my Panta to distract myself from the lovey dovey couple.

(Uninportant time skip to a few minutes later brought to you by Kokichi being gay.)

After a few minutes, Kirumi finally came with my food.

She put the dish on the table with the appropriate eating utensils with a smug look on her face.

I raised an eyebrow at her. "What's with the face?"

Kirumi smirked at me but didn't say anything.

The realization kicked in.

"Did you just do what I think you did?"

Kirumi finally said something.

"That depends. What do you think I did?"

I started internally screaming.

I told her to surpise me, and she did.

Shumai.

She fucking made shumai.

"..How obvious was it?"

I asked, trying not to turn my internal screams into external screams.

Kirumi shrugged. "Pretty obvious."

I sighed. "Well, uh, thank you Kirumi."

She curtseyed. "It was my pleasure."

I rolled my eyes and started eating.

It was actually pretty good, but I wasn't gonna show it.

My tsundere mode had just been activated.

I stared at Rantaro and Kaede. It was time to make it even.

"So, since you two keep teasing me about by crush on Saihara...who asked who and how long have you been together?"

They both started blushing.

"C'mon, cough it up!! We demand answers!"

They didn't say anything.

I shrugged it off.

"Fine. You don't have to answer either of those questions. I was just teasing you!"

I put on a shit eating grin.

Rantaro looked away. "Right..okay."

He sounded a little flustered.

My job was complete.

I hopped out of my seat, grabbing my Panta as I walked away.

I looked at the couple.

"See ya later, LOVE BIRDS!!"

I skipped away before they could say anything.

I walked into my room and it wasn't long before I started thinking about Shuichi.

It's so boring without him.

I'm so lonely without him.

I miss him.

I want him.

I..need him.

I started shaking.

Why didn't I tell him?

Why couldn't I have been honest to him?

Why did I lie to him?

Why couldn't I have been nicer to him?

WHY COULDN'T I BE FUCKING HAPPY?!

"GOD DAMNIT!!"

(What? A cliffhanger? Seriously? Yep! Shit's gonna get real in the next chapter, so climb aboard the hype train! My inspiration is back, so I may start uploading more freqently. Anyways, don't forget to leave feedback. Have a good day ya'll!)