Don't wave me good bye (cash/nameron) boyxboy

Chapter 44

Nash POV(I suggest you to hear 'take me home' by us the duo!!, after done..hear 'make you love me' by us the duo)

The wind blowing around us, the silent feel the air, his eyes makes me weaker, this is the right time to let all the bad things out from my deepest heart. We looked at each other, stay in silent..He looked at me without saying a word, he just so perfect in my eyes with his sharp nose, brown honey eyes, long hair, plump lips, tanned skin, amazing personality, and the last.. his beautiful creatures that god ever made for me. After the long paused, i decided to talk

"talk..." i sighed looking at him nervously

"i just want to say t-that i'm so so sorry.." he said

"why are you sorry.." i mumbled

"what do you mean nash??" he said breathless

"cam, it's okay..i already forgave you cam.."

"n-nash but--what?" he frowned

"cameron, do you want to play honest with me??" i said sadly. he nodded his head yes

"i know everything.." i mumbled "i know about your past with sheina"

"y-you know??" he asked

"yes cameron i know.., you were helping her from the danger..which is a kind of you" i said smiling weakly "i know that you're trying to help her, and protect her..am i right??"

he nodded

"remember the day we first met??" i asked, he slowly nodded "you were my bestfriend back there.. happiness, frustration, pain, death, pleasure we skip along , until finally we grew up. Do you remember the first time we make silly videos on vine ? that's the moment I want to make you reach your dreams being famous and people around you.. Unexpectedly we made it and that's when we finally being called by bart to join his project group named Magcon.." his eyes began to watering

"boys...we met them, and they are amazing..there's jack gilinsky the love expert, johson the silly blonde, shawn the sound of angelic, carter the sweet asian, matt the dinosaurs, aaron the cutest, hayes the annoying brother, taylor the bad boy and there's you.. the perfect one" i said smiling "time by time, we were finally succeded..the fans, surporting us and love us..we safe more than one thousand people out there who was doing cutting and bad things..and then," i breathed

"finally..we were having a tour at chicago.." i paused "it was amazing, and i was become closer with the boys, but we... were more than close..we were bestfriend and brothers.. after the tour was done, bad things happened back there.. we were split up for the first time, we were having a break" i said "until 4 months, finally we got called by bart that we were going to Dallas for the magcon tour.."

"i was so happy back there because i'm going to meet my fans, friends and especially my best friend,you. the next day i packed all my things up..do you remember that i was late that day??" he nodded "there was a reason why i was late back there..but it's not a big deal" i chuckled "and then i finally met you.. i was so happy i can't even tell you how happy i was.."

"the next thing, i remembered that we made a video for your youtube channel and it was called 'waxing legs with pickles' it was so funny..and the way you love pickles..it made me laughed" i said smiling softly looking at his watering eyes "but then, something came out..again..the feels that i've been ignored it for 4 month ago..it was came back to me..i tried to ignored it but i can't.. the way you laughed..everytime you smiled it was made me more and more grew a feelings towards you, that's when i knew what love is"

"i never thought that was going to happened, but it's happening until now..i still can feel the love that i've been keeping it deep in my heart.. i knew it was wrong falling for your best friend, because it will ruin our friendship.. i broke down back there and i can't even looked at you..cause every time i look at you..the feels growing bigger and wider.." i sighed