Don't wave me good bye (cash/nameron) boyxboy

Chapter 31

Cameron POV

The sounds of the ocean waves ringing through my ears over and over again. The guilt, holding my back. The fear of losing them fighting inside my deep heart. The brain and the heart shouting and yelling telling me 'this is all wrong'

"Hey cam??" I look down at her, she was holding my hand intertwined our fingers and put her head on my shoulder

"Yeah?" I said whispering at her

"Thankyou so much cam for today! I had so much fun!" She said hugging me tightly

"You're welcome shein" i said smiling hugging her back

"Cam you're amazing do you know that?" She asked smilig

"I'm not that amazing" i said chuckling "i'm just me, cameron dallas"

"Oh please" she laughed "anyways, how's nash??"

"He's at north carolina" i muttered looking down "you know, meet his family.."

"Ohh that's amazing!" "Anyways, wanna go to my house?? Watching movie together??"

"Sure!" I said excitedly "that will be great..so great!"

"I know" she giggled "let's go! I'm cold" she muttered led me into her house which is near by the beach

Her house it's so big for one person, yeah she lives here alone. Her parents are in Canada, just like shawn.

"So you lives here alone.." I muttered looking around

"Yeap, i am.." She said as she put a blanket around her small figure

"Ohh look! It's that me?!" I gasped, looking at a small boy holding hands with sheina

"Yeah, it's so cute isn't?" She sighed smiling "cam, come on let's watch.."

"Ohh yeah i forget about that" i said chuckling. I walk towards her sofa and sits beside her. We're watching Haunt. She snuggled into my chest, this is probably the first time i did this with her

We start the movie and watching it. To be honest, i missed nash so much, i really do.. I miss his pale body that i love to stare everyday.. I miss wrapped my arms around him. I miss cuddling with him, wake up every morning with him by my side, holding him tightly

The truth of losing someone that we love it was hard than i thought. If someone ask me to pick one of them, i'm not ready..and i can't pick one of them.. Destiny choose me to love them, but destiny told me to pick one of them..if i'm to late, then i'm going to lose one of them one day or maybe both of them.. And to be honest, i don't know who will be it..

I hate hurting people like this, i hate it so much. What should i do?? Letting one of them go? I can't hurts people feelings too, especially Nash

Love never being so complicated, but i guest..it's just the beginning of the new chapter of my love story, the rest? Are going to be more than complicated

"Cameron, are you okay??" She asked whispering softly

"Y-yeah i'm fine, don't worry" i said whispering back.

At first she didn't believe me, but then her eyes softening. She leaned up, holding both of my cheeks. I was shocked when she put her lips on mine. My feelings are combined together. My brains shouting and yelling telling me to stop. All of my muscle, get hardened..i can't back up. I understand now, but it's hard to hear it when your heart and your brain start shouting and yelling. Next thing i knew, i was kissing back

Nash POV

"Yeah it was great, i mean the boys are awsome, the fans are amazing! And i can't even describe it how much i do love them!" I said happily talking with my mom and will, now we're out for dinner with my lovely family

"How about cameron?? Where is he now?! I missed him" mom said smiling, which made me smiling too just to hear his name ringing through my ears

"He's great, now umm i think his having fun with the boys..watching a movie at night..cause we always do that" i chuckled remembering the time when the boys were watching a scary movie

"I love seeing you happy nash, just like this" my dad said patting my shoulder "when will you go back to Miami?"

"Well um.. 2 weeks" i said mumbling eating my food

"Ooh honey, it's actually alright if you just want to spend 1 week here, they need you too right??" My mom cooed "and your best friend cam, is going to miss you"

"But-- are you sure??" My eyes widening

"Yeah, i'm sure honey..don't worry we will visits you on your birthday!" She said happily

"Mom, can i go back with nash too??" Hayes said begging

"No honey, you have school exam in one week!" My mom said slicing her steak

"Really mom?" He groaned "but--"

"No buts hayes grier" i laughed looking at him

"Shut up hamilton" he said, ooo salty!

"Hey! Don't called me that" i said with a serious tone

"What's wrong with that name??" Will asked laughing

"Shut up" i muttered, continuing eating my food

After done paying the bills, we went home to take a rest. Everybody's already asleep right now, except me. I decided to take a bath, it's been a long day..and i need to relax

I turn the water on and make sure it's warm enough for me. I stripped all my clothes off slowly and got into the bath tub

"Mmm" i moaned as my body got into the warm water

All of my bones, muscle and skin soon relax by it self. This is what i need, a warm bath. Soon, i grab the liquid soap and pour it over the water

I closed my eyes, give into the relax session. I never been so relaxed..i felt calmed and free..

After 20 minutes in the bath tub, i dried all of my body, well damn..i feel fresh. I grab my clean pair sweatpants and wear it

"Just hold on we're going home...just hold on we're going ho--AAAARGG"

"You have to see your fucking face!it's so funny!" Hayes said laughing

"Idiot, you scared me.." I said breathless smacking his head "hayes go back to your room"

"Fine geez" he said chuckling "good night nash.."

"Good night bro"

---to be continued---

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