The Threads That Bind Us

I'm sorry...

"I hate to admit but Wanda is right. You're huge!" Her eyes went wide again. "I hope it'll fit."

Zack wanted it but not like this. Even though his body reacted positively to her, it was clear he didn't want things to go down like that.

He kept clenching his teeth on each other.

"...Stop it." He huffed.

"But Zack. I've come this far. I can't stop now!"

Her voice was hysterical before she ducked down. Licking the head.

"There's no reason to be shy. I can make you feel better.Yeah. I'll make you feel...All better…~"

He let out a sharp breath when she licked the head, shivering a little bit, he emitted a frustrated growl.

"Fucking stop it."

She soon started licking the shaft. Working her way back up.

Somewhere deep down, she knew it was wrong but her body would not stop.

She was in tears. The sound of his angered voice eventually seemed to pull her back a bit.

"...I just... I want to forget, Zack. Make me forget." He voice in contrast, was soft. Somber.

She was slowly coming back to him. But he would need to push a little harder.

However, the pleasure was too strong. Ray was surprisingly good at it. He kept breathing heavily. He was still trying to resist. Not wanting to feed into her craziness further. But it he couldn't deny. It felt good.. For some odd reason. It really did.

Even so, he doesn't respond or comment on her. Trying his best to remain strong.

Even the silence was starting to eat away at her. She held his member in her hand. Stroking his whole length gently.

"If I don't have you then... I have nothing."

She cushioned it around her plush lips. Soon bobbing up and down. She was sniffling a bit as she moved on him.

She didn't want this.

But she did. Ray was wrestling with herself. Fighting to come back. She cared about Zack but now…

Now she was hurting him.

No… I… I can't… Why am I doing this?

He moved his hips slightly in response to her, breathing heavily. He whispered curses. Hating himself for the fact he was actually enjoying it. Enjoying he was being violated by Ray.

That snapped her back into her crazed state. The fact he was moving his hips. She was amazed to find him moving. She wants to comment but she was too busy sucking him off at that moment.

"Mmm~" She moaned against him. Sucking lightly. "Zrrk~" She attempted to say his name with her mouth full.

He kept moving his hips lightly. He breathed more sporadically as she gained speed.

She picked it up even more. Moaning his name as she took in every inch. Savoring his taste.

"Mm! Mmm! Mmm~"

Eventually, he released his load.

"Fuck… Even though this isn't how I wanted it... that felt good.." He thought to himself.

"I'm fucking disgusting." Zack put his head back. Trying to catch his breath.

Rachel drew back quickly. Coughing a bit. "Gah! Hah... Hah..." She swallowed what she could of it while the rest dribbled down her body. She decided to remove the blindfold as she licked the rest off her digits.Zack blinked a few times to get adjusted to the lightning. He stares at her. "Ray.." he whispered. His voice a hushed tone. Now that he was finally able to see the look in her eyes. It made his blood run cold. While the heat in his loins grew from the sight of her naked body coated with him.

"Mmm~...You taste amazing..." She rubbed off whatever parts of his seed splashed against her skin. Giving her fingers another lick. Cleaning herself off.

"I could get addicted to this taste..."

Zack tried again to reach her.

"Ray… Stop it."

"I'm sorry, Zack... I don't know how."

Her voice trembled as she looked at him. Their eyes meeting in both a cold and dead stare. But that wicked grin is still there on her face. It made Zack almost completely change his mind about what happened. She was insane.

But Zack wouldn't give up. He wanted her back.

"Ray…"

He gave her another unhappy and serious look. He didn't want this.. But it was feeling good. Just like she said. It conflicted him whenever he saw the dead look in her eyes. Like she was being held captive by some bizarre otherworldly creature.

He clenched his teeth and looked down. Preparing himself for what was to happen next. He didn't want to look at those eyes. They made him feel guilty. Disgusted with himself.

Though, to his shock, she was showing restraint again. He perked up. Seeing how she hesitated.

"It's no use. I have you right where I want you now. Just-"

And then…

Rachel froze up. Looking at herself. Then back up to him.

The luster returned to her murky blue eyes slowly.

"I... I... Oh God What... What am I? What have I become?!"

She quickly got off of him.

"I'm... An abomination. I'm filth… I…"

Zack spoke to her again.

"Ray, listen to me!" He raised his voice. "I don't know what's going on in yer head... I really don't get it. But untie me right now!"

Frantic, She untied his wrists quick. Also removing the handcuffs that served as extra reinforcement.

"Zack... I understand if you hate me now.

I'm no better than Danny-Sensei... I'm no better than your ex..."

She slumps to the floor. Her eyes tearing up again.

"And I... My parents..." She grabbed the sides of her head.

"I'm no better.... I was going to.. I-"

Zack rubbed over his sore wrists. He grabbed her. Ray flinched. Scared he would hit her. But she was surprised to find his arms were wrapped around her in a tight hug. He didn't say much, since giving words of advice weren't exactly his strong suit.

They stayed like that for a while. Zack rubbed the back of her head. Running a hand through her long hair. Rachel slumped against him. The tears wouldn't stop.

"I'm sorry!...I'm so sorry, Zack! I'm sorry..."

He hugged her tighter. "It's okay.. I'm here.." he practically whispered in her ear. Rachel broke down at that.

"Danny... He...! And I almost..." She sobbed.

"I'm broken beyond repair, Zack. There's no hope for someone like me. Run away from me! Please! I don't want to hurt you anymore!"

She cried harder. Probably the hardest she ever had in her life. She felt filthy. Disgusted with herself for almost repeating the actions as Danny had with her. She wanted him to leave. Or hit her. Anything but show affection. She didn't deserve Zack's kindness.

But he didn't run away. "I am not running away from you. I'm not scared of you."

Rachel sniffled as she took her head away from his shoulder. "Zack... I'm not a good person. I'm not some sweet, innocent girl. I haven't been for a while."

The words that left her own mouth, struck her to the very core.

"I... I lied to you… About me… About what I really am."

"Then tell me everything." He looked her in the eyes. Keeping a firm grip on her shoulders.

"Tell me everything I need to know."