I couldn't go to school. I was so beat up. My parents didn't care. My dad is already a drunk. I went downstairs to get water, and SMASH. I was hit in the head with a bottle. Nearly knocked me out. How am I still alive? And, turns out I've lost 23 pounds... In maybe 8 days now. I still have 57 more to lose. But I'm making progress. Maybe then you'll love me as a best friend again. Maybe then you'll accept me. I also found a box cutter blade, and I basically skinned my arm in bleeding red, crimson blood trickling to my hoodie sleeve. I was crying, and the mix of water in the cuts burned.. But felt so good... I had my window curtain open and I looked out my window and I... Thought I saw you. Looking at me. Why didn't you go to school...? But I thought you were at school..? You probably are at school. I swallowed another 4 pills for the sake of it. I went over to my bathroom and passed out. Glad I locked my door because I woke up to my alcoholic father banging on my door saying we had company. I got freshened up. And I felt all my blood leave my face when he said it was our neighbors. When I went down there, its 6:36... PM... I had been asleep for more than 11 hours.... But my suspensions were correct. It was you and your.. Friend... There was a big dinner in the table... I faked smiled and said I wasnt hungry. Mom insisted on me eating, but I refused and said I had ate recently. She then pointed out I wasn't eating enough. Bipolar much. Do you care about me or not mom? I went to my room and started sobbing again, falling against my door. I heard your voice and your friend.. But I refused.... But I NEED you to know...
I'll forgive you..
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YOU ARE READING
I Forgive You
Random" I won't jump. " She sighed, relaxing her neck. She was still standing on the rooftop ledge. Relief washed over his face when she said that, but it was quickly turned to horror after he heard what she said next. " I'll just fall off " ...And thats...
