Tiasia POV
Boom! Boom! Boom! Boom! Rung in my ears as I jumped outta my bed screaming "NOOOOOO!"
My palms sweating of the deceased bodies haunting my dreams. I didn't want to be apart of this mob family. All the killing all the lies all the hurt and all the PAIN!
Killing robbing lying and stealing ain't the way but we popping out today.
I looked over panting quickly seeing the time was 4:27 a.m. I tried to close my eyes as memories of me and him crossed my mind.
I missed my brother, he was always with me no matter what. I couldn't help myself but cry.
I held in so much pain but people don't see there's pain behind this smile. I cried almost every night. There's cuts on most of my arm on the right wrist.
Isaiah. Went through my mind almost every day. Almost all my homies talked about him or brought up his name.
Barring the pain everyday is way to much on my heart. I hated the fact that I woke up everyday not play fighting or being yelled at by him.
My ride-or-die, my brother, I'm his keeper. I got up went to wash up because I'm always on the block by 5:30.
I brushed my teeth and put my dark brown shirt hair into a slick back ponytail. My hair wasn't that short but stopped to my shoulders.
My melanin was popping for real. I went to do my skin routine afterwards. Massaging my milk chocolate skin.
I grabbed my hoodie and saw the time was 5:24 a.m. I pulled the hoodie on top of me really tight so nobody could know my face.
I loved with my pops but he's always gone so nobody to really talk to and hang around but my niggas around the corner.
I never worked near my house or with the car I be in. I'm cool so people don't snitch on me.
I don't give false shii at all that shii lame ash.
I walked out the door with my vans on be one with yellow and white checkers to match my black hoodie somehow.
I looked in the mirror for awhile as I seen the black joggers made my ass look fat.
I laughed as I got hyped up but walked out the house locking and making sure it stays locked.
I drove a old Honda Accord from 2001. I started to drive the stick shift car to my spot which should take about 9 minutes.
I got there in like 6 minutes seeing everybody walking some people standing waiting on me.
The store was right there that I owned so I tried to make it look normal for me to standing like everyone else.
Tbh the police don't come out here at all. Unless the cops wants to start drama which is every month on the 2nd week.
And today was the 3rd week. Thanks god cuz I couldn't take that shii no more.
I passed out my drugs for a while and after 3 hours of standing people stopped coming more and my last customer came up to me as usual.
He was a nice built nigga. Looked like he needed something to relax with so I gave him a gram of weed everyday. Even when I'm off work.
The only reason I give it to him is because Isaiah talked about him so much.
I walked away as usual and walked inside of my store. I went in the back with my spare clothes as my cousin Tiesha was at the register.
"Yo cuz" I said. She waved and smiled. That little girl got something going on.
I did t pay attention just put my daily clothes on. I then drove home in the Honda.
When I got home I hid the Honda in the back. And I always kept my car parked beside the road so I changed into it.
I drove around for awhile as I got kinda sleepy. I drove to the trap to see the kid I always serve weed to. Jahseh. I repeated.
"Yo wassuh bruh what y'all up to" I said in my Flordia accent. "Nun much" they responded but Jahseh didn't say nun.
I didn't give af. I went on my couch and laid down getting on my phone the first time today.
Most of the niggas left except for Jahseh. He stayed quiet and didn't say nothing.
I didn't really pay it no mind that I was getting sleepy. I made sure I fell asleep good.
I laid down in my most acknowledged position and fell right to sleep.
